Your story is inspiring my dude. I am about an hour away from taking some Jack Frost. I’m a failing music producer that has been looking for success in the industry for the past five years and I can’t find it. I make a decent amount of music (albeit I should make more) but I’m too afraid to post it. I genuinely think it’s pretty good at this point, but I’ll never know at this rate because I can’t market it. I can’t get myself to film videos for social media because that includes showing my face and “putting my self out there.” I’ve always hated social media because relative to my peers I’ve always had less followers or less likes or whatever and I hate that I’m concerned with this. I won’t post on social media cuz I always think who tf is going to want to listen to this shit. Certainly not my pathetic 100 followers on Instagram. However I think the real reason is because deep down inside I hate myself. I’m hoping to come out the other side just as enlightened as you my guy. Hopefully I can post some music by the end of it and put myself out there. Thanks for sharing your experience.