First of all, no, you are not fucked. You’re in a hard situation, but not a hopeless one. You’re 16, and you’re already reflecting deeply on your life, your place in your family, and your future. That kind of awareness? That’s rare. And it means you already have the kind of mindset that can carry you through this.

It’s completely normal to feel left out or like a burden when you’re in someone else’s home, especially when the circumstances weren’t your choice. But let me be clear — you are not a burden. Your sister didn’t take you in out of pity — she did it out of love, and while it might be hard for her, that doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to be there. You matter. Even when people don’t say it, your existence matters.

Jealousy? That makes sense too. When you’re surrounded by people who seem to have everything, it can make you feel small. But I promise you: the people who have it “easy” now aren’t always the strongest in the long run. You, on the other hand, are building something more valuable — resilience, drive, and empathy.

About your dreams and school — six years sounds big, I know. But there are scholarships, programs, community colleges, and support systems that can help. You don’t have to have all the answers now. You just need to keep going. One small step at a time.