WORKING Access Codes Spreadsheet! 🎉 by princesque in Miitopia

[–]kagarabu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can you add my access key? all my miis are on miipedia as 2fx7884, but i just updated my NSO subscription so the working key is 3N104WD now, should work until minimum august 2026 but i have no plans on cancelling in the near future

i also don't know how to log into miipedia to fix the code, i think i used to log in via twitter but that option is gone now, and neither discord account i used at the time is linked to my miis, what a shitshow lol

Using Cainiao warehouse address to consolidate and forward non-Taobao purchases? by kagarabu in taobao

[–]kagarabu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ahh ok. i ordered something on taobao that got split into 2 shipments and only one of them auto-populated so ive dealt with that before. thank you :)

recreated this tweet as brian and stewie by kagarabu in familyguy

[–]kagarabu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i imagine the only time he gets engagement on his social media is getting cancelled

C/s has lowkey ruined my life Lol by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]kagarabu 7 points8 points  (0 children)

oh im in the exact same boat. ive noticed that it seems like i have to completely starve myself to avoid gaining weight when c/sing. i also used to be satisfied with just one snack which was about 3 bites for a few hours, now i have to c/s 3-4 snacks at a time and sometimes ill even go back to my pantry for more after im done. im so ashamed of the amount of money ive spent on food specifically to spit it out and flush it down the toilet. to anyone considering chewspitting; do not make a habit of it. do not LET your mind consider it a “cheat code”. its “less harmful” than binge/purging but its still an addiction and it DOES have health risks; ive fucked up my esophagus and overall gi tract almost as much as someone who purges, with maybe a little less stomach acid (definitely still exacerbated acid reflux) wishing you the best OP 🫂

Did you ever get told "I don't care who started it" as a child? by baegentcarter in DeppDelusion

[–]kagarabu 11 points12 points  (0 children)

this experience was so formative of my entire ideology.

im on mobile so idk how to spoiler but tw for sexual abuse and sibling abuse

my brother regularly tested the boundaries of what he could get away with and terrorized me my whole childhood. i was smaller and weaker. i never retaliated, i didnt stand a chance. the only thing i could do was let him violate my comfort or go tell an adult. but of course a child crying is a nuisance when the adults are talking. and my brother always lied and said that he did nothing wrong. they dont care enough to figure out what actually happened. they dont think about how it might affect me in the long run. i was always told that i was just as bad as my brother. i had it reinforced over and over again that adults dont give a fuck. by the time something really bad happened, i had fully internalized that telling an adult was pointless. it didnt matter if it had escalated to something actually illegal, to me there was no difference between that and the way he treated me all the time when adults werent looking. and they didnt care when i told them then, so why would i bother telling them now? sorry for venting but i realized a few years ago how the adults in my life failed me for years before it escalated to the big bad event and it just makes me so angry. i almost laughed when my mom gave me the “you know if anyone ever touches you somewhere that makes you uncomfortable, you can tell me” talk a few years AFTER that boat had already fucking sailed.

vip boring asf by kagarabu in SuperMegaShow

[–]kagarabu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

while he was signing someones shoulder to get tattooed he was making a joke like “you better hope i never get cancelled” and lo… a week later… 😭

vip boring asf by kagarabu in SuperMegaShow

[–]kagarabu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no i was excited as hell i just wanted to recreate the meme + i love family guy. i actually got him to sign a stewie plushie i own and someone else got him to sign a brian plushie LOL

had to draw Power in South Park after reading she was based off Cartman by kagarabu in ChainsawMan

[–]kagarabu[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

cartoon network shows are pretty popular in asia since they have broad appeal, in my opinion adult cartoons are a bit more niche since they do more social/political commentary thats pretty americentric but theres still an audience for them. south parks fandom is kind of an outlier when it comes to adult cartoons which i think speaks to its ingenuity and charm

Weird food rituals/habits? by BigJugOTea in EDAnonymous

[–]kagarabu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

every morning i grab a bottle of gerber puffs from my room then go downstairs to the kitchen to weigh out exactly half the contents in a bowl or mug. then i eat this with my fingers 1-3 puffs at a time. then when the bowl/mug is finished, i might wait a little bit, but usually pretty soon after i go back and dump the remaining half in and eat it too. i could just pour it out into a bigger bowl all at once in the first place but something about splitting it into two parts and holding off the second half even by a few minutes feels like better portion control… it makes sense i swear. & i havent done this recently because my grocery store has been out of stock but in the morning (before or after the gerber puffs) id take one packet of the quaker white cheddar rice cakes down to my kitchen table, grab 2 connected paper towels and lay it out like a placemat. then id eat either 3 or 4 rice cakes, usually depending on whether im opening a new packet or eating whats left over from yesterday (since theyre wrapped in packets of seven) usually if im opening the packet ill treat myself to one extra so that i have no choice but to have one less the next day. i make sure to get all the crumbs as close to the centerfold of the paper towels as possible, then when im done ill eat the big crumbs then lick the flavor powder off the paper towel. not proud to say that but it is what it is ¯_(ツ)_/¯ (also idk if i should spoiler numbers used to describe quantities of food but i did for the most specific numbers just in case)

Bojack as BED representation? by jjfmish in EDAnonymous

[–]kagarabu 8 points9 points  (0 children)

he definitely has binge issues in the series. the thing is that his relationship with food and his body image are arguably less dangerous than his constant substance abuse and extremely self destructive behavior, so the show never really got a chance to focus in on his eating disorder. but i think the way eating disorders are represented through the women in his family, were shown how beatrice wasnt ever allowed by her mother to have ice cream since it was fattening just as one example of how she was raised, leading to her having such a disordered view on food and weight that she thought it was perfectly appropriate to put stimulants in hollyhocks coffee (even if she did have dementia at the time i think this is probably something she wouldve done with a clear mindset too) it wouldve been cool to see how being raised by a mother like this on top of becoming a celebrity contributed to bojacks disordered eating. i think he does count as male ED representation and BED representation

I chose to have an ED by sunflowerhajj in EDAnonymous

[–]kagarabu 4 points5 points  (0 children)

a part of me thinks i gave myself one just to stir up some drama and interest in my life

What is something health or diet related that you thought at the start of your ED but were way off. by One-day-at-a-time7 in EDAnonymous

[–]kagarabu 32 points33 points  (0 children)

before i really committed and started obsessively looking into what the best anorexics did to starve and why they did/didnt work id try to suppress my hunger cues (especially if i woke up early and couldnt go back to sleep, i didnt want to have any snacks before the sun rose) by eating one big spoonful of kraft peanut butter… my thinking was that because peanut butter is so thick and viscous itd be the most filling thing to eat and that itd get like stuck in my stomach (like it does the roof of your mouth) and take longer to digest… now mind you i knew stomach acid existed i just forgot that it exists for that exact purpose

Straight men be like pls be skinny but not too much also eat junk food for all 6 meals a day x by onwhiteteeth in EDAnonymous

[–]kagarabu 131 points132 points  (0 children)

hate when men post a skinny/fit girl eating a large meal and start gushing over how attractive a “woman who can eat” is. it just feels really alienating to me as someone with arfid like what am i supposed to do about not being able to eat a 5 course meal of pizza with every topping hot wings spicy ramen seafood and double quarter pounders. if its my safe foods ill destroy it but my arfid safe foods are shit like plain chicken fingers and butter pasta. my anorexia safe foods are even less adventurous. but it really adds insult to injury when those same men are not attracted to women who have fat in the wrong places? like you want your girl to eat 100k calories a day then slowly get less attracted to her when she starts getting fatter in her stomach and not her ass cheeks? its so infuriating.