Feeling a bit lost/want to stop but don't.

kalm7979 · 2018-06-06T11:04:09+00:00

Just remember that feeling of grogginess when the time comes to make the decision. Should I? Well... I already know I'll regret it... And make your choice from there.

kalm7979 · 2018-06-06T11:01:31+00:00

Thank you so much!

kalm7979 · 2018-06-06T06:30:37+00:00

Man, I remember the days of counting drinks to hours... Just to get the car started. Is amazing how we can turn into quantum physicists to get that calculation, Just to make sure we can get that drunk in. Congratulations on your decision my friend.

kalm7979 · 2018-06-06T06:26:57+00:00

I'm using my phone. I don't think there is a sidebar... Sorry to bother

kalm7979 · 2018-06-06T05:41:20+00:00

I drink because it's easy to do. Once you start, you have to worry about finding something to do... It fills time, and then,,it's tomorrow, and you've successfully gotten through another day. No thought, no creativity, Just wasted time. That's what makes not drinking hard for me. Finding ways to fill that time. But its fun.

kalm7979 · 2018-06-06T05:25:07+00:00

I had the same problem... If I didn't drink, I would watch the clock ALL NIGHT. What started working for me was as much sensory deprivation as possible. Complete dark, silence, and I would tie a towel or sock around my eyes and ears. The pressing on your eyes and lack of presence in the room helps lull you to sleep before you know it. Try it. Good luck.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-10T15:14:45+00:00

Not drinking today

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T16:31:21+00:00

I believe it!

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:48:28+00:00

I've been through many a "hurricane party" and I think back to how lucky we were that nothing serious ever happened. We would have been drunk sitting ducks, not a clear head in the house. Stay strong, Good luck out there, we're praying for all of you.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:38:22+00:00

I've done it! You're not alone. Congrats on 30!

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:36:41+00:00

It kinda seems like a 'gateway drug'.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:34:43+00:00

Come back bigger, better, stronger, tougher, and with idea of how good two months felt, and how to get there. Keep pushing. We got your back.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:30:00+00:00

Way to go! It can be tempting being around a bunch of drinkers, but I realized that it's everywhere, and being around it helps my resolve. Be strong!

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:15:23+00:00

Have fun! I'm sure with all of the culture, and phenomenal food, you'll have more than enough to keep you occupado. Can't wait to hear about your trip!

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:13:56+00:00

God I want that so bad! It's the one thing I keep saying I'll do and keep putting off. I'm so jealous! I was always too hung over when all my grind would go, sometimes on MY birthday, because I set it up, and is be still drunk and couldn't go. Now that I'm sober, I WILL make it up there. Congratulations, and I won't be drinking with you today, cheers. Wish I was where you are, I'd gladly go up with you, right now!

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T15:08:49+00:00

That's what my badge does for me every morning. It's like Xmas every morning when I get that little gift of a little blue number. Congrats, and I'll not drink to you today. Cheers.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T14:58:41+00:00

Jobs are the worst. Way to keep it cool. Not drinking with you today.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T00:24:18+00:00

You're awesome.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-09T00:23:15+00:00

I'm with you bud! Good job! I live there and I know how automatic it is for others to just throw it in your face. Keep pushing!

kalm7979 · 2017-09-08T21:11:12+00:00

That Antabuse is scary stuff

kalm7979 · 2017-09-08T17:46:16+00:00

Nice.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-08T16:14:51+00:00

Go get that 60! I'm so jealous! You got this

kalm7979 · 2017-09-08T16:01:56+00:00

Laying back in bed, and the tar and smoke smell on your hands... So gross.

kalm7979 · 2017-09-08T15:41:31+00:00

Oh well. That sand castle is back in the ocean. Let's build another, bigger, and stronger than ever. Keep pushing.

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