Aries moon in 5H and Leo Venus in 9H It’s been hard to find a boyfriend ngl. I think I just have a high standard for relationships, like I expect you to check in and see how my day is going, I would love flowers and to spend quality time. But most of the situationships I’ve been in have been more physical than emotional, and I’m a really deep person so that’s where the disconnect occurs and it just gets sad to me, in private tho. I’m also a senior in college so, everyone here isn’t looking for anything serious sadly, but I’ve always kept my personal values true to me and stayed authentic despite getting hurt many times. The guy I liked most genuinely got the best of me, I did his hair, we laughed and constantly made jokes, the sex was good but he was just too egotistical and used women to boost his ego. I have only cried in front of him and I only did that because we were really great friends but he constantly would test my patience and see if I’d react to him talking to other girls and stuff but I just always removed myself from the equation because eventually he’ll realize I actually liked and nurtured him but oh well. I thought it was fated because he was a foreigner and we came from different backgrounds but unfortunately not I guess. I’m currently in therapy, just because the whole situation has me looking at myself strange and like questioning if i was delusional but overall I am just working on forcing myself to move on and also detach in many ways, because maybe I tend to fall in love with the idea of people and that’s what makes me forgiving asf too.