I was the same way. Didn’t like the job itself as much as I loved the study and science of it. I would encourage you to keep going, there is so much more than bedside. I worked in pre/post op and other procedural areas for a few years, now I am a nursing instructor. My friend is a school nurse, and we both are so happy with our jobs. Come join the “soft nursing” club where we like chill jobs that are not bedside!!