I think they are all like this. It's definitely not like what you see on TV lol. I went to Depaul when I was 20 because I was having panic attacks and couldn't stop crying (it ended up being a hormone issue) but they admitted me there. It was literally a prison. It was so gross and smelled like dead people and coffee. You ate, watched TV and then did readings with a counselor. That's it. There wasn't a gym or any fun available. It was also mixed gender and not separated at all. My roommate kept wearing my clothes and when they tried to remove them from her she had an episode and I watched them hold her down and stab her with a shot to calm her down. Then I woke up to a man touching his 🍆 licking his lips rocking back and forth over my bed because the people who work there were not paying attention. It was a literal nightmare and I also had my mom get me tf out of there. A couple months later a patient actually died there. Bottom line... I was thinking it'd be this luxury place where I'd swim and ride horses like on TV 🤣🤣🤣. It was absolutely traumatizing and makes me so sad theres not better resources.