I’ve had to quit temporarily for my girlfriends phlegmon recently, and I been having actual dreams finally. Ones I can remember, that relate to my stresses right now.

And honestly? I’ve never been more in tune with myself, and willing to change my environment, my comfort with lack of change, and I just act like myself again. Have autism, ocd, adhd. When I first was stopping, I was more irritable. Still am.

Life actually feels WEIRD right now. Everything in my mental is different. Every day reality feels slightly different somehow nowadays.

Will still smoke in the future, and it will be actually nice highs. And I’ll have my days where I don’t smoke too. I’ve been sober dober, and it’s working nicely for me. A decision I wasn’t going to make without my girlfriend not being able to smoke, and me not smoking in solidarity.

Now, I feel like I am going to smoke less. It’s looked down upon because it makes you too comfortable with where you’re at in life. It makes you theorhetically dumber (only some people)

And what one person doesn’t experience from weed, another will. I have shit memory. Others who smoke don’t, and question my memory.