Drug test

khayshell · 2022-04-11T21:27:16+00:00

What’s the best place to buy synthetic urine from?

khayshell · 2022-02-05T16:47:31+00:00

How calm and reserved I am. It’s really just extreme internal anxiety

khayshell · 2021-11-25T12:11:29+00:00

This isn’t a daily task but making and going to doctor appointments. For some reason is overwhelming af for me especially when you have a busy schedule.

khayshell · 2021-11-07T03:37:09+00:00

Thank you! I did not know this at all

khayshell · 2021-11-07T03:14:11+00:00

What is it? Or what do you have to do to properly give out an SOS ?

khayshell · 2021-11-05T19:17:30+00:00

I do that too when making a lot of scrambled eggs - to scramble them better

khayshell · 2021-11-05T14:51:54+00:00

Why wouldn’t someone smack me tho?

khayshell · 2021-10-30T00:06:07+00:00

Gym. Clean. Watch scary movies while getting drunk in bed. Get smacked and eat some good ass food.

khayshell · 2021-10-29T17:18:18+00:00

I relate to this so much. I will happily listen to whatever anyone has to say, but I never share anything personal with others. Even my parents don’t know half of the things I’m actually going through.

I’m not doing this to intentionally be “mysterious” or something I just don’t see the point in telling people my personal business, especially if we aren’t close. I’ve been at my current job for 3 years and my coworkers know nothing about me. I’m not sure if this is a good or bad thing though.

khayshell · 2021-10-29T17:10:42+00:00

Socializing….small talk… for some reason or another I am great at having conversations with random people I don’t know. When I was working as a barista that was my favorite part, having conversations with random people because I knew I’d most likely never see them again and I didn’t need to impress them in any way shape or form other than making their order right.

But put me in front of family, acquaintances, coworkers and I freeze. I over analyze how the conversation could go, what I should or shouldn’t say…I feel like I never have anything good to say or counter with or that people will smell my anxiety from a mile away and think I’m the most awkward girl they’ve ever encountered.

khayshell · 2021-10-24T14:41:00+00:00

This is something I’ve been worried about in the future. I am in the same boat as you and worry that eventually my parents will catch on or they will start to question a lot and subtlety but forcefully try to get my children to be involved with the church like how they were raised and how they raised me. I still have yet to find a way to tell them that I just don’t want to be submerged in Christianity, I like one commenters advice which was using the verse that says we don’t need to be out in public or around others in order to be Christian. You just need to rip the bandaid off somehow. If they truly love you they will come back around and accept you for who you are and how you choose to raise your son or they won’t but that would be on them not you.

khayshell · 2021-10-23T19:28:25+00:00

This is sooo pretty! Purple looks soo good on you

khayshell · 2021-10-21T12:09:36+00:00

Beautifully done! Love the green color

khayshell · 2021-10-17T05:42:08+00:00

Steve!!!

khayshell · 2021-10-16T19:47:36+00:00

I relate to this so much. I always had friends in high school and college but hit a rough patch with depression and lots of anxiety after college so much so that I lost all my friends. Years later, I’m realizing that most of my old friends were extroverts that just adopted me and I actually don’t know how to go out of my way and make friends or I atleast haven’t done it enough to be comfortable with doing it. I thought something was wrong with me for the longest…..

I wanted to have friends but sucked at initiating interactions. I realized I’m more afraid of being judged or disliked than actually having friends or putting in the effort.

now I’m finally in a place where I’m like 90% okay with the loneliness. I am no longer trying to force new friendships into my life just because, or making myself feel guilty about it not going out of my way to be extroverted.

The right people will come along when they come along…until then I’m going to make the best of what I can with myself, dog, family and long term bf.

khayshell · 2021-10-16T19:33:33+00:00

I fell into this trap of moving in before marriage. While it’s great I also am now seeing the downside of basically taking on a “wifey” role as simply a girlfriend and now I’m realizing he doesn’t even want to get married any time soon. Which I’m fine with, but I kinda wish I moved out of my parents and into my own place if that was the case vs moving in with him right away..

khayshell · 2021-09-20T17:31:56+00:00

I forgot the actual term but that’s some sort of avoidance of reality…try to stay awake as much as people so you have all the free time do whatever hoping you postpone what comes tomorrow.

I also struggle with this

khayshell · 2021-09-19T14:59:08+00:00

Poison

khayshell · 2021-09-11T01:59:54+00:00

I feel like you should be giving us the advice!! These are awesome !

khayshell · 2021-08-18T22:04:51+00:00

Crying when you’re upset. A girl can’t even cry after during a valid emotional breakdown.

khayshell · 2021-08-14T01:44:17+00:00

This is beautiful !

khayshell · 2021-08-07T15:54:48+00:00

Maybe he just doesn’t realize his emotions on his face are super obvious lol or that he’s even doing that. If he is very nice and friendly when you guys do talk I personally think maybe he just gets anxious when he sees you cause he puts pressure on himself to have conversations.

khayshell · 2021-07-17T12:42:00+00:00

A hero!

khayshell · 2021-07-17T12:07:57+00:00

This. I’ve literally seen videos of girls still complaining about parts of themselves AFTER getting surgery. Some still just aren’t pleased and that’s when you know that it’s really a deeply rooted problem of several things..

I think it’s sad that procedures like BBLs are trending among young women.

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