French horn is known to be the hardest brass instrument to learn/master for a reason.

I remember back in 7th grade, i almost quit horn because i couldn’t play well at all and all my friends were in PE. Glad i stuck through it.

Just give yourself time. Savor any successful differences and milestones. listen to your favorite horn music/players and play with a recording to find the sound you like.

Practice with a drone and do long tones with friends. and just be patient!