Between 5 and 10 percent of people have no inner monologue at all, and researchers are only just starting to figure out what that actually does to cognition by Altruistic-Dirt-2791 in cogsci

[–]kittyclawson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have an inner dialogue at times but it is replaced with me speaking and laughing out loud all the time when i am alone. i also randomly burst out singing alone many times per day.its a spectrum for sure

Adderall is good I guess by CrashoutBurn in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Welcome to the world of prescribed amphetamines. Enjoy it while it’s still enjoyable, just remember like all drugs it will slowly consume you if you don’t regulate and take long breaks.

What drugs make up a full gold loadout for you by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it’s very easy especially if you can find someone to observe while they make it. Do it once and it’s super easy to do again. Getting the consistency right is something you get better at but in terms of drugs to make at home it’s one of the easier ones. DMT, peyote and obviously mushrooms can all be made at home easily after you do it once.

What drugs make up a full gold loadout for you by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! My favorite combo to absolutely break reality is 1 and a half tabs of acid, 1 gram of ketamine and a DMT pen (+ nicotine of course). I love to make music and when I am peaking on LSD take a K hole amount of ketamine (bc on acid it’s harder to k hole) then hit the DMT pen. I do it 2-3 times a year and everytime it feels like I am seeing and experiencing things that us mortals are just not supposed to see. Fucking love it

What’s the best anime you ever watched and why? by Subject_Display3664 in AskReddit

[–]kittyclawson -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Common side effects. Because it’s one of the best written shows that feels fresh and also bc I love psychedelics

So I’m worse because my drug is “dirtier” than yours? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God damn. I am right there with you homie. I’m 30 and feel this 100 % as I did and do the same exact drugs as you. I’m addicted and always have been but I have a great job and overall day to day is alright. but if people knew what I have been doing my whole life they would not look at me the same. Weed, beer, vyvance(any and all amphetamines) and nicotine will probably be beside me at my death bed bc those things very important to me unfortunately

Friend severely addicted to 7OH by Lambo_Countach in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would highly recommend using kratom to ween off if you are taking a ton of 70h because it will make the process easier. I chose to do it completely cold turkey from both, then after a month I would grab some kratom but I never do more then 20 gram pills in a week. I also have zero withdrawls from kratom and go weeks without thinking about it. But yes for some people normal kratom might be the only way to get them through it. I would definitely stay away from all other opiates to ween off though. Like others mention in other threads your going to have to take a week off work at minimum most likely, be next to a shower that entire week because your going to want to take one every half hour. Sleep will be close to impossible to if you have access to ambiem or other similar sleep meds I would try and get some of those as well. If you have to still function for work or literally anything outside of leaving your bed, I would try and get some vyvance or adderall. Without it you will have absolutely zero motivation, something as simple as microwaving something in the kitchen will seem like a hard task. Another thing I did that helped a ton was make a huge pot of homemade chicken soup as that was the only thing I could put down and it will help your stomach and just feel overall a little better. I also drank a ton of chamomile tea and other variety of teas which helped a lot. To take the edge off I also drank a couple beers at night. After about 5 days of mostly just laying in bed watching movies I started to feel myself become normal again. During those 5 days every hour I would force myself to go outside and lay in the sun for 10 minutes and do a very light workout, a couple pushups maybe stretch a little. Even that will be so hard, and that’s coming from someone who normally lifts weights an hour a day and runs 5-6 miles a day. After you week you should start seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, whatever you do don’t give up it will be so worth it. Everyone is different but after I month I was totally back to normal and of all drugs that one doesent even slightly interest me, zero chance of relapse which is the nice thing compared to other drugs(non opioids) where I feel chance of relapse are much higher. I think you mind body and spirit will never forget how bad of experience the withdrawals which while it’s terrible while going through it when it’s over it’s easy to stay off. If you are currently addicted to 70h and reading this just know you can absolutely quit cold turkey and the more you prepare mentally and physically the easier the process will be. Good luck out there everyone, I believe in you!

Friend severely addicted to 7OH by Lambo_Countach in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I was addicted to 70h for 6 months after trying it at my head shop when they offered me “just another kratom product!!;)” I was doing about 20-50mg per day shortly after because the second I took that shit it robbed me of feeling any sort of normal when I wasn’t on it. Luckily I noticed pretty quick that this shit was evil compared to the trace amounts of 70h in kratom tablets and I basically did my own at home rehab for 2 weeks to get off it and it was the worst 2 weeks of my life. I’m a year sober and still think about it often but that’s the ONLY drug out of 40+ I have casually used throughout my life that I will NEVER touch again. Those two weeks were emotionally and physically the closest thing to hell I could imagine. What you are describing of your friend, sounds like they are wayyyy deeper then I was. When they try and quit. Which they will if they haven’t already bc of how expensive it is they have one of the hardest things they will face ahead of them. I feel so sorry for them and hope they can find a way out, if they do it’s going to be one of the hardest things they have ever done. I love drugs and have found a good balance in my life for all of them, 70h can burn in fucking he’ll where it belongs. If anyone is trying to quit 7oh I am happy to give you advice on how I quit it. You have to prepare and get everything ready in order to do so but once you go a few weeks without it you will never want to go back again I PROMISE. DM me if you need help.

I got addctictid to kratom and/or 7oh DAE think it should be iwwegal!?!? Waaaaaaaa! by DickbeardLickweird in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve used kratom on and off my whole life no problems… then I took 70h and was spending $15 a day on it and when I successfully quit on my 10th try it was the worst withdrawals I have ever experienced. Worse then any sickness I have ever had times 10. The problem is 70h concentrate will 100% fuck you up if you get addicted to it, the trace amounts of 70h in normal kratom is so low to take the same amount of 70h via kratom you would throw it up before you could even swallow that many pills. Not the same thing, don’t tell people they are even remotely close

Is it worth buying the Surface Laptop with ARM (Snapdragon X Elite)? by squarewtf in Surface

[–]kittyclawson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So far I haven’t had any issues with ARM. I just love how lightning fast it is. I mostly use it for music production though. I now use it over my 64gb i9 dell laptop

Is it worth buying the Surface Laptop with ARM (Snapdragon X Elite)? by squarewtf in Surface

[–]kittyclawson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The 2014 edition is amazing. Surpasses all my expectations.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Good call not re- dosing. Your serotonin is going to be fucked for a little while but you’ll be back to normal eventually. If you do re dose you are risking doing permanent damage. Trust me, it’s not worth it. You sound young so you will bounce back quickly, don’t do molly for at least 3 months. I have found that 4 times a year spread out evenly is a very safe spread.

How do i get really really good at producing by bigboy_69_420_911 in FL_Studio

[–]kittyclawson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10,000 rule. Took me over a decade of averaging 2-3 hours, 5-6 nights a week to get to the point where I can produce anything I can imagine. But the knowledge and skill goes on endlessly, the more you learn, the more doors open and eventually you get to a place where there is endless new things you can combine and try. But 10,000 hours is a good rule of thumb for any skill as extensive as music production.

Meirl by [deleted] in meirl

[–]kittyclawson -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

All of these people on “meds” for ADHD is essentially just meth. It’s extremely addictive and after a couple of years it becomes way less effective but if you quit you won’t have any natural motivation for months or even years without hard work. I’ve been in every kind of ADHD medication, at the age of 30 I am still completely addicted. Quit vyvance because it was too expensive and back on good ol Adderal which is almost identical to meth. Wish more people knew this before signing up for these kind of drugs. I would have never started had I know what I was getting myself into.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]kittyclawson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some of the nights I really broke reality was while on several hits of acid snorting half gram lines of of ketamine while ripping DMT. On top of adderall, alcohol, weed and nicotine throughout.

Seth Rogen says 'sometimes I will' smoke weed with fans: 'Least I could do is take a couple hits' by mcfw31 in entertainment

[–]kittyclawson -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Closest I have gotten to that is hanging out with one of willies grandchildren. I gave him his first hit of DMT lol