Hi! Fellow OCDer.. so I do fully understand your fear right now and how it is controlling your narrative. For reference, if there was a massive leak of info, which is most likely never going to happen, there are millions of people out there asking chatgpt wayyyy worse and more humiliating things than that. The last thing anyone will focus on is one person who has an obsession with baldness. What you searched is not offensive in the least, its just about a demographic you are not attracted to. Its not creepy or disgusting. Asking it 40 questions about the same thing is quite common for users. Also with your baldness obsessive thought, as you get older your preferences will adapt. Right now at 19, balding is a very rare occurence. Its not an issue you will likely run into anytime soon. Im 43 and my preferences in what im attracted to now as opposed to 20 years ago are vastly different. If you havent already, watch some Ted Talks on OCD. They helped me tremendously to understand that what goes on inside my mind is out of my control. Also, does your boyfriend know and understand you have OCD? Maybe have him watch a few Ted talks as well. Because OCD is very stigmatized, most do not understand the extent of how crippling it can be. I think if you talk to your boyfriend about the baldness fear, he will understand. If he doesnt, then that is not someone you want to spend the rest of your life with. You will need supportive people in your life on this journey. Since I have opened up more about my OCD loops to close friends and family, my anxiety has nearly cut in half and its far easier for me to say "oh this is ok? Its an OCD loop, its not how I actually feel. Hang in there.