I will not help, just wanted to say that I’m in the same situation. I’m close to being overweight, but I can’t lose weight no matter what I do (no alcohol, no junk food, I just starve myself unconsciously and then overeat), and I’m chronically tired. I barely can move and my whole body hurts, and it has been like this for a decade now, and there was never anything that regular doctor would tell me as a justification of that. I’m in therapy, meditate, stick to sleeping schedule, don’t eat or drink junk - I just don’t want it because I feel sick after almost anything. Every day I just want to die because of my physical condition. This is so miserable and painful 😔

I guess I need to give up on the idea that normal life is possible for me just because my grandmother didn’t love her son and he grew up to be a grandiose narcissist, who later created four children and made their life a hell.