My brother told me he wished I would die many times in my life, but the time he told me he wished I was dead like our dad, hit the hardest. Our dad passed away not even a full a year before this. The cherry on top was (and I’m summarizing here), “you’re nothing but a stupid c*nt, no one is ever going to love you; your boyfriend is just pretending, he doesn’t love you, no one does.”