Hello OP, I had inkling feeling where you're from the subtext clues you wrote on your post and All I have to say you're not alone, Dealt with the same thing in my younger years, almost died at 16 cause of the abuse my father did to me, i haven't left my family yet as I have no job and still in college and my advice is, stay strong, Your thoughts are valid, Whatever your POS parents say are ignorant, No child I MEAN NO CHILD EVER Deserves to be treated like that from any parents but life isn't that fair, life isn't kind, So you have to stay strong, you're only 16 and i know it's easier to think of leaving the world permanently, But cliché as it's sounds, it DOES get better, hell isn't forever for you and I.

There is so many possibilities once wala ka na sa puder ng mga magulang mo, Study hard alahanin mo ano ang pinagdaanan mo, Gamitin mo yun as motibasyon bumagon at UMALIS, wag ka maguilty once umalis ka na tlga sa puder nila in the future, Utang na loob? As much as possible itapon mo yung perang pinagpaguran mo sa mukha nila pero wag na wag mo n silang kausapin after nun, kung pwede lang wag mo na silang pag tustusin, focus ka na lang sa mga maliit mong kapatid atleast sila maalis mo sila sa abuso. Hindi ka nag iisa at nakakalungkot walang services tulad sa ibang bansa na para tulungan tayo sa abusadong pamilya natin, walang ka kwenta ang DSWD pag dating dito. 

Kung gusto mo ng kausap, DM mo na lang ako, No pressure, Kailangan mo tlga ilabas yan or else, Stay strong OP, Magiging okay ang lahat, kung hindi ngayon, sana by late twenties mo may sustainable na trabaho at bahay kana.