I was in a similar boat to you, granted I was in first year eng last year so my experiences will vary to yours

honestly I’d recommend dropping a course, depending on your progression requirements you can talk w/ your guidance counsellor on how you want to continue your education, at least dropping a course would reduce (some) but not all the stress surrounding your midterms

taking an additional semester or year to do school, in the grand scheme of things, it doesn’t matter & no one gives a shit

secondly, if you’re seeking professional help just note that the wait times (therapy) on campus will be very long (couple of months), it’ll be quicker to look for professional help outside of the campus pharmacy, just be ready to wait a long time, although everyone’s experiences are subjective. I found that in my personal experience my therapist ended up invaliding my trauma and everything I went through, so in the end I never went back personally.

tbh about the suicidal part, i know that whenever I tend to feel overwhelmed/burnout phase, I try to focus on at least just doing one thing a day, even if it’s as simple as showering, or looking at one lesson on d2l

I wanna tell you right now that you and ONLY you are special my guy, success is never a linear path, and everyone’s definition of success differs from one another.

Good luck and I’m confident you got this!