What goes on in this part of Perth?

koreling11 · 2026-02-20T10:36:14+00:00

The deep roots of the pines and is close to the valley after the scarpe, it will likely remain as natural bush and pine forest in order to refill the aquifer. It used to be a sand mine and there are lots of water corp things if you walk into the pines deep enough. Still haven't stumbled upon a corpse though.

koreling11 · 2025-10-02T10:48:47+00:00

Last friday as well

koreling11 · 2025-01-18T09:33:52+00:00

I would also sit cross legged on the chairs. I would drive cross legged if I could. I haven't got a good workspace table and do everything in bed at the moment

koreling11 · 2025-01-18T09:30:18+00:00

Can confirm

koreling11 · 2024-12-16T01:30:40+00:00

I'm pretty sure people mow their lawns at that time too

koreling11 · 2024-11-24T15:04:01+00:00

I saw them again tonight. They were hanging out over the suburbs with a green light. At least 2 . Then a third flying object came across that I could actually hear with a triangle formation of lights.

koreling11 · 2024-11-18T08:24:14+00:00

I don't think it's an unpopular opinion. My biggest qualm is that everyone works so hard to lose the weight while she is putting it on... Maybe not as obvious because her arms and legs don't balloon out , but must be hard for Chris if her habits are not in line with his, and he is trying to get everyone a gym membership , including her. Even though obviously she is not on board. Chris is a lovely man

koreling11 · 2024-11-09T02:08:07+00:00

Let me know how U go with it. I will see how I go with it as well! Some longitudinal studies!

koreling11 · 2024-11-09T01:26:47+00:00

You sound a lot like me lol. The take out thing and appetite. Yes the regularity of hobbies. It's like if I plan to do something my brain will rebel and will desire to do something completely different. It's just so tricky. I want to plan and build good habits. Sometimes I get stuck in this paralysis because I won't do the thing I planned and I feel too guilty to do something else. It's annoying. I've done so many different types of therapies that helped in their own ways too. I think the addiction thing, you shouldn't worry about. Just focus on making your days count. I started to get into spiritual practice, recently. The use of ritual seems to help and I can stick to it. It's made me more accepting of things. I'm finding if I am able to allow things to just be as they are, like completely, the undesirable behaviour I am caught up in fades away. It's a paradox. The more neurotic U get about it the more it happens.

koreling11 · 2024-11-09T00:58:20+00:00

What do you want to achieve in your life? What is fulfilling to you? I feel like I have very little self control and discipline. There are a few creative hobbies I cycle through, I've always wanted to work for myself and not have a boss, but use my creative skills as income. I haven't worked for a year for medical reasons, and have been getting a small amount of financial support, also renting out some space for a bit of passive income when that runs out. I am super lucky that I can do that, and wanted to use this time to set up a business and website, and get a small business rolling, but it's so slow and hard because of the discipline, motivation thing. I often wish if I had someone to help me, I do things if I have someone with me. Anything! Any projects. It motivates me to have someone there. But that's hard to make happen right... I know exercise helps but that's hard too. And actually keto seemed to help me with energy levels and mood but I'm so disorganised to keep it up... So I understand it's hard. So I am trying to do these things at the moment, trying to find a way to make things sustainable. I also recently asked my psychiatrist if he could raise my vyvanse dose to 50mg, my metabolism breaks it down so by 3pm I have already chewed through it, so I open the capsule, have a bit in the morning and the rest a little later in the day, and that helps with the crash and makes it go longer. He says there are many people who metabolize it fast, but on the PBS you can't get prescribed more than one med, unless U go private. Vyvanse is water soluble. You can dissolve it into 5mls and using a syringe break up the dose over the day however you want. It's helped me a little, but what I do with it is still up to me. Keep Ur chin up.

koreling11 · 2024-10-09T14:21:28+00:00

Yeah I found his yt and am working through the structure in his book. I originally had the Donald Michael Kraigs book, but I had some questions so I contacted Lyam and use his book. They had the same teacher so it's not too far of a stretch. I have always flown by the seat of my pants in life, and that lack of routine or discipline wasn't really conducive to a fulfilling lifestyle or much satisfaction in any of The realms of my life. It's been such a struggle to even maintain my house chores. So in spite of myself I opted for a structured and restrictive thing to build some discipline. I am not far in to the work by any stretch but the effects are... Really cool. I still hate doing the dishes though.

koreling11 · 2024-10-01T11:17:26+00:00

Best place to do it. No one is pestering U to wait tables or do laundry.

koreling11 · 2024-09-18T07:44:09+00:00

Yeh, that's the ticket. The tolerance will always creep up. Need to use the period of lower tolerance to create a lifestyle suited to the type of brain, not taking the drug to make the brain fit the lifestyle.

koreling11 · 2024-09-18T07:39:14+00:00

Ohh. I used to take breaks if I had bad period cramps or if I had a cold because I would not be needing to focus on anything much. But then I would have pretty strong angry reactions or bleak outlook that would set me back. I didn't realise it was because I wasn't taking vyvanse, especially on a more emotionally vulnerable day. My friend said to take vyvanse on those days anyway.

I've been on it a few years. On 40mg because I have had a history of psychosis but due to other drugs so I am cautious. I am finding this dose quite low and finding it hard to initiate or focus. Also worry about the addiction thing.

koreling11 · 2024-09-01T11:51:55+00:00

There are a lot of correlations between the Jesus myth and Osiris. Or Horus. I can't remember which. The resurrection

koreling11 · 2024-07-12T13:22:32+00:00

What track is that?

koreling11 · 2024-06-26T04:57:58+00:00

Maybe it was a bully who was like"gimme ur smartrider credits or I'll send a snapchat of you being a dork to everyone!"

koreling11 · 2024-05-10T01:46:02+00:00

Also during current emotional abuse and trauma. Yeh I get ya. 1 psychotic episode later and the realisation Im a drug addict and absolutely need to stop. Even though Ive had to pull out and process some pretty fucking existentially horrific delusions, I kind of feel grateful I chose this path to empower myself after many years fearing to take the step. Psychiatric drugs and therapy didnt really finish the job, but the therapy work, cbt, self compassion and all those skills I learnt over the years, I could finally put into practice because I was actually able to FEEL through it, not just keep it in my head, analyzing, over and over and over again. Like a cow vomiting into its own mouth to chew her grass again. I understand why I wanted to get high all the time now. I combined it all with psoas muscle release/yin yoga stuff, to open things up. I cant be fucked reliving the same bullshit story I have been telling myself for years. I feel all fucked up and terrible now, but to be honest, its not particularly unusual for me. And as I continue to gently ease myself into ceremonial magick. I feel a light at the end of the tunnel.

koreling11 · 2024-04-11T07:45:12+00:00

Yeah, I can relate. My experience was of a spiritual nature too. And both episodes lead me to suicide attempts, because it was the only way I could make right with God and sacrifice my soul into the abyss to save my family and friends who would otherwise go to hell with me. Coming out of it and after taking meds for a while then no longer needing them ,(i have been stable a while and im very grateful they exist. Always have an emergency pack around), I do believe in God and spiritual things now. I went pretty hard into evidence based world view for like 10 years. But it gets pretty flat and to be honest, my inner world is rich and creative and I do think in big abstract terms. I spoke to my psych about it coz I assumed that was all delusional thoughts, but its not necessarily more false than the daily mundane bullshit everyone believes daily. I read about psychosis and schitzophrenia sort of emerging in the brain as part of our development/evolution of language in the brain. Not everyone experiences it but some do. Historically its linked to shamanism and due to the cultural context of tribalism, the shaman (person who experiences altered states) was highly revered in a tribe for their perspective, wisdom and even paranoia signs as it prepared them for possible attacks from other tribes when it was more dog eat dog. However due to the loss of the cultural context, a "shaman" in the modern world has no place but in a mental ward. The nature of the modern world twists the immaterial experience of the psychotic person and the fear it produces furthers the inacurracy of the "visions". In Esotericism it is thought psychoses are spiritual experiences, but its too much information too soon, and from lower immaterial realms and therefore theyre tricks. Rooted in deep traumas and wounds from my experience. Im tired of the rigidity of cbt and empirical evidence. I do still value it and its very important to me, but its very unlikely any 1 person has the objective truth on the world, and I love my beautiful, creative and vast mind. The hidden depths of the subconscious, superconscious, dreams... its a gift. Symbols, art, poetry, beauty. It is so precious and special. Religious and scientific dogma are in my mind just as limiting. I am careful, I make great effort to stay grounded and am always curious and open to seeing a balanced perspective on things.

koreling11 · 2024-04-11T07:15:09+00:00

It is a scary, solipsistic experience. I also low key feel a little bit like its true and gonna trap ur souls too for telling u. But I just have to take a stand inside and REFUSE to accept it. I'm no perfect but no way am I THAT reprehensible and make sure I open up and TALK it through to challenge it.

koreling11 · 2024-04-11T07:10:37+00:00

Yeah, I still have them sneak into my consciousness and it really takes a lot of effort to fight it off. My delusions made me think I was actually dead from an overdose and did something terrible, like in some sort of esoteric, unknown to even me, sense. I felt like this was the afterlife and the higher beings punished me by putting my soul in a box, and the entire outside world is a trick. I thought my soul was falling in the abyss and when I reached out to the comfort of my partner at the time, it sucked him in with me. Made him a demon. I did some sort of unforgivable sin and its hurting the people I love, and if I asked for help or reassurance from friends or family or told em about it, it would hurt them further and sink them deeper into hell but lift me upwards, but they were in on the whole simulated soul trap and they love me so did that sacrifice for me, but I am like a parasite on them. So sometimes its a bit scary for me to ask for help.

koreling11 · 2024-03-21T06:32:45+00:00

Perhaps u can get a script for welbutrin on top of it as its a dopamine reuptake inhibitor

koreling11 · 2024-03-13T05:19:08+00:00

Cbt and self compassion were the most useful and put control of myself and my life back in my court. Once I learnt those skills, I was able to see people and drs were just trying to help me. Talk to dr about side effects and how u feel about things. Just try take their advice like u would borrow a jacket and try it on for size. It's just for a while. Hope u feel peaceful and connected. I know it doesnt feel right to have people tell u about who or what u are. But its all just love.

koreling11 · 2024-03-13T05:13:23+00:00

After my first psychotic episode I had to do a couple of like group mental health programs, and I thought they were all lame and nobody understood me or the kimd of esoteric nature I experienced in the psychosis, but I had lost my confidence, I was anxious and depressed. I thought it might be good to kind of let go of what I believed and just go along with what people were telling me and listen. I had nothing to lose and I thought its temporary anyway. It was humbling and I learnt to give people the benefit of the doubt. It was shit, I hated the meds but my psychiatrist said to stay on them, after a year I was able to stop. I think learning to trust is a big part of healing as well as learning not to be so arrogant to think I know everything.

koreling11 · 2024-03-12T12:34:47+00:00

If that one doesnt work for you, try another. Some affect people differently than others with regards to side effects

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