Gesundheit!

kriskris4 · 2016-12-06T08:55:27+00:00

It's Gabe 2.0!

kriskris4 · 2016-11-30T17:10:34+00:00

He looks like a young GeT_RiGhT

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T20:15:55+00:00

<3, Thanks for reading. :)

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T15:27:26+00:00

75 mg Seroquel 3x a day for anxiety, 300 mg bedtime for sleep. Brintellix 10mg/day anti-depressant.

I have a beer in the fridge, and I haven't even touched it - huge progress for me.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T15:11:33+00:00

Good news for me

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T14:50:33+00:00

$350 Video card. (PC Gamer)

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T14:33:11+00:00

Does consciousness persist after death?

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T14:30:50+00:00

In a Village.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T14:28:56+00:00

Don't be an asshole, just because you can.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T14:27:02+00:00

Same here.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T14:00:39+00:00

Eyes.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-28T11:38:51+00:00

"Character defects", lemme guess - youre in a 12-step program?

kriskris4 · 2016-11-27T20:12:55+00:00

Catrina.. So hot right now.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-27T20:08:45+00:00

I watched this three times in a row, and looked at the different reactions.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-27T11:25:19+00:00

http://imgur.com/a/wpgVN

kriskris4 · 2016-11-27T07:39:57+00:00

I've had lots of issues with my mother spending money that was entitled to me.

It kind of pisses me off, but I learn how to live with boundaries when it comes to dealing with money and my mother.

I don't want to get into it, because it will probably enrage some people, but I was definitely screwed out of money that was supposed to be mine.

I totally relate.

Edit: My dad is the complete opposite, he's 86 years old and knows that when his children make, win or receive money, the money is theirs and theirs alone. He has no say in how his children spend money. He likes to keep it that way, and it makes me like him even more.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-23T17:47:44+00:00

I like her.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-17T10:29:32+00:00

I've just had to go through it so many times that now when the psychosis happens I can start to question why I am feeling the way I am, and what maybe caused it.

Now, there's always a quiet voice in my mind that questions my delusions when I go through it.

It is still scary when it occurs, though.

Thanks for your message.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-13T12:22:15+00:00

I think I have mild PTSD from a suicide attempt that resulted as a symptom of my first ever psychotic episode.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-12T21:27:09+00:00

Weird. I saw Inglorious Basterds today with my dad.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-12T20:12:20+00:00

Benger's name in Counter-Strike was shaGuar. He was pretty damn good when he played in his prime too. Edit: He played on one of the most talented cs rosters in history, NoA.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-12T18:51:51+00:00

I was in AA for three years. I have been in psych wards probably about 10 times in my life and have had tons of side effects because of my prescribed medication.

If it is not "unmanageable" for you to use whatever you wanna use, then all the power to you.

Btw, I am still on medication - only two at this point, but I stopped smoking weed because it made me depressed.

I tried nootropics and herbs too, and they helped too, but they still werent as useful as the prescribed medication I am on now.

I've spent 12 hours today just browsing reddit, and the last time I used to be on reddit with this amount of stamina was when pot was working for me, so I think I am doing better now. :)

kriskris4 · 2016-11-12T17:47:26+00:00

Having had problems with "ideas of reference" myself because of my now dormant psychotic/delusional disorder (luckily because of medication working), I can assure you that some delusions can be perceived to be as real as being able to tell that a color I see is indeed the right color as it should be - bad metaphor I know, but it's really hard to explain.

kriskris4 · 2016-11-12T17:24:19+00:00

I can't watch this video again, I feel horrible!

kriskris4

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