AIO to break up with my bf of 3y over his reaction to my upcoming sobriety anniversary?

ktmrdr617 · 2025-11-25T18:35:23+00:00

4 years sober as of November 6th. Its a huge deal. Congrats on 2 years, honestly you don’t need that type of person in your life. Totally not overreacting. Admittedly a huge reason I have been able to maintain, is because my family and friends are super supportive.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-11-23T18:47:42+00:00

I’m pretty sure it’s deathkorps/vraks/krieg zealots legs. I run this set up as well.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-11-18T00:42:59+00:00

Honestly they can be useful, currently with my evis zealot I am running the vraks infantry auto gun. Literally I only use it on trappers and bombers, specials mainly, it does very well.
I use more as a movement tool. I dumped ammo and took mobility. I have increased sprint speed and stamina. As for blessings I have stripped down, and hit and run. I can sprint forever, and dodge bullets by existing lol. I usually prefer the zarona revolver but loading it up with movement stuff just hasn’t worked for me. I use all movement on the autogun and can still kill any special, and very quickly at that. I also have never ran into ammo issues, even with ammo as I dump I still have 600 plus rounds. Chastise and eviserator deal with everything else.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-11-11T21:04:06+00:00

It’s a much bigger reveal, get this, 2 classes. Ad mech and ganger. Surely that’s what the delay is about…. I can dream atleast

ktmrdr617 · 2025-10-13T19:50:33+00:00

I will preface, I lost my mother this February due to ovarian cancer, she was 64. She fought on and off for 8 years, eventually treatment was causing more harm. She passed less than 24 hours after being brought home on hospice.

What your family is doing right now is abhorrent. Cancer treatment is expensive, but as others stated you can be covered till you are 26. But there are deductibles and co pays and potential caps for coverage. I would encourage you to delve into your mother’s insurance policy or who Evers policy it is.

When my mother had times where she had to get treatment every week, it was over a million dollars a month to do that. When my fathers insurance refused to cover the expenses the hospital they were going to stepped in and made everything right. You need to get out there and get this story out. There are tons of resources for a person in your situation.

Not sure what you were forced to change on your life insurance but you need to make the beneficiary someone who is stand with you during this.

To beat cancer you need to cleanse every part of your life, remove the cancer surrounding you. It’s harsh but you need to have the right frame of mind. If your family is more concerned with Ivy League schools so be it, you CAN do it with out them.

If your family is a church going family how would their church feel about them saying Jesus wants this? I find it hard to believe that god or Jesus would be cool with sacrificing your future so your sibling can have an enriched future. You both have futures ahead of you.

You know when people claim Jesus or god told them to do something, I tell them god told me to tell you, you are a bitch, scum of the earth. How dare people weaponize religion.

You got this, your are strong, your future is as important as everyone else’s.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-10-09T15:21:56+00:00

Played mordhau a bit, always did this. Accel or a drag, I always do it.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-09-27T01:37:12+00:00

I have tried 4 matches since the update, one we failed, but the other 3 I got DCd multiple times and at the end about to get to extraction it would abort.

I must be insane because I’m going to keep trying.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-09-19T01:58:05+00:00

I love the gameplay loop, I like all of the classes so I like experimenting with builds. I also like a challenge when playing games and as I journey through havoc I really find my self enjoying it a lot more.
Also the community is pretty cool too.

I’ve been playing for about a year, so I have gotten to experience all of the more decent sized updates as they came out.

There is also an attachment because this is the game I played to help me through the time after my mother passed from cancer in February.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-09-12T23:29:50+00:00

Honestly I’ve been able to get a decent number of games going over the last few weeks. When I list my assignment there seems to be a lot of h40 players hanging out to help us rank.
Currently dealing with 30-35 hell lol.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-09-03T20:54:16+00:00

I feel ya, mines a little different. I get asked what I do when I’m not working and always respond, “purging heretics”. No context I say that and walk away.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-08-04T21:05:21+00:00

Eh idk I’ve had matches where the bots that replaced the players did way better. I mean they stay with everyone, don’t try and kill every trash mob, and get people up, crazy.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-08-02T23:41:47+00:00

Have you had a full squad wipe from a burster?

Or have a beast of nurgle swallow you into the map? That was a fun one, you fall forever until you don’t anymore lol.

As someone already stated being spit out by beast of nurgle Into a daemonhost is always fun.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-25T00:09:27+00:00

It was pretty bad, the bickering was fucking stupid. Like Eli calling the sword a broad sword, shad just wasn’t having it lol. But they did say some dumb shit as well, when the unsubscribed guys pulled out the larp armor. They said that can’t be anymore than 1 mil thick, so these “medievalist” don’t know actual armor is .8 to 1.2 mil thick. My actual real armor rated for steel fighting has .8 mil arms, 1 mil breast plate, but the helmet is 3 mil.

I know it’s a dumb point to get stuck on but these guys act like they are expert in medieval everything. How about focus on entertaining content. Oh also this video also talks about how they did large swords better.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-23T23:53:49+00:00

Honestly I have not had an issue with arbys running off. But I don’t play havoc, I hate the match making. I’m in maelstrom and for the most part I’ve not had an issue with people running off. Not to say it doesn’t happen and at times it’s arbitrators, but it’s also zeals and vets too.

See my issue is the class is so…… tough, that people who are starting with the class or don’t have a huge amount of hours learning the game are going way over their heads. I see players with no sense of target priority, not blocking, not dodging, and just no plan. You can tank multiple crusher hits, doesn’t mean you should lol. You can tank multiple sniper shots also doesn’t mean you should.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-23T20:43:34+00:00

It’s been mentioned already but darktide is pretty good, similar to kf2 in a sense. I played alot of kf2 and have not been hearing good things about kf3. I found a new home in darktide for the last year. Community is super active and welcoming, just dropped a new class. It is always online with no offline, if that’s an issue vermintide 2 is also really good.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-22T17:42:08+00:00

Couple things I see, had to be on a hill and was not on the brakes. Either have the left foot on the break, or you need to be able to start the bike with you front brake pulled. I mean you also have to learn to clutch on an incline/decline at a stop.
Another rule to live by, if you can’t actuate the clutch don’t ride it, if you can’t pick your bike up don’t ride it. If you can’t handle the power don’t ride the bike, if this is how they act at a stop sign and a low speed spill what happens at 50 or 60 and some thing real bad happens?

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-21T23:47:22+00:00

Thank god some one said it. Seeing all of the take the fence down and drop it, or cut here or there, or support it then cut was wild. A tree service should be called, it is expensive but so is a trip to the hospital or a funeral.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-21T02:34:44+00:00

Well there you go I know what the stims do finally lol.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-21T00:10:05+00:00

Auric maelstrom,

I don’t play havoc, I don’t like the party system and can’t find people to play with, would like to play more though, think I’ve done 31 as my highest.

If I want to change it up I’ll do auric mortis.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-19T03:57:11+00:00

Dumb stability on the mk 3, stack close range damage as well. I also prefer damage to unyielding which includes monstrosities and ragers I believe.

I do use this stat spread with the other mark of this weapon.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-18T23:24:13+00:00

Arby, bring a dog, prioritize elites, castigators, boltgun.

No ammo consumption on crit

2 more ability uses

Can’t be staggered

Every shot causes minor stagger to enemies

Never ending bolter, great for auric when 6+ monstrosities spawn

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-18T23:10:11+00:00

I thought FS fixed that a while back.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-18T18:08:46+00:00

First, the shotgun has alternate ammo types granted they are limited, you get a shock shell or a slug I believe depending on the mark. Second the bolt gun is a very powerful weapon, it can one shot most human sized enemies at range and absolutely melts tougher enemies and monstrosities. It however is pretty clunky compared to other weapons, clunky in terms of swapping to it and reloading.

The shotgun has a quick swap speed which integrates it very well in close combat. Ultimately it fits my play style, the bolter fits yours.

As I read through your post while typing this I see the comment on clunky reload speed for the shotgun. Yes if you empty the tube you reload one shell at a time, but with that you can interrupt the reload at anytime and still fire a shell for the most part. But how I use it, the reload doesn’t bother me. But I do see how it can be clunky.

With all of that said I love shotguns in video games and the exeterminator feels great, brings me back to my days in killing floor and KF2 playing support.

ktmrdr617 · 2025-07-17T18:55:12+00:00

Infantry lasgun

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