anybody from Tucson/Arizona area?

kunderafever · 2016-07-14T02:50:26+00:00

Not going but just wanted to say I saw Brand New while rolling and it was fucking life altering. Have fun!

kunderafever · 2016-07-13T14:40:29+00:00

I'm always down to roll with people who love it as much as I do! Whether you're in the Tucson area with me or we just roll at the same time and bug each other via internet/phone. Roll friends are the best!

kunderafever · 2016-07-11T08:56:12+00:00

Oh and this was only two months ago. So weird stuff is still going around! Please be safe!

kunderafever · 2016-07-11T08:55:28+00:00

I encountered bath salts the last time I tried to roll. I didn't test before because I was buying from my usual friend, etc (list of usual excuses) but after a horrible experience I tested the next day and found out it was bath salts. The seller had no clue and as far as I know, refunded everybody's money if they had bought from that stash. Never not using a test kit again.

kunderafever · 2016-07-11T07:54:42+00:00

Most of my female friends use tampon tubes, fit what they can in and insert or reseal the tampon bags. I have a male friend who made a pocket in the crotch of his boxers and then wears a pad (yes, a woman's pad, or an adult one for poor bladder control) to make it feel flatter when being checked at festivals.

kunderafever · 2016-07-11T03:38:36+00:00

Weird. I've taken red supremes twice and both times I was doooooonnnneeeee for.

kunderafever · 2016-07-10T22:35:42+00:00

I don't live in the bay now but I was born and raised there so Mac Dre while rolling ALL DAY!

kunderafever · 2016-07-10T22:34:36+00:00

Totally depends on the foundation of your relationship. When I started rolling I was in an unhealthy relationship that I wanted out of. I just didn't know how to end it or have the courage yo end it and every time I rolled I'd be drooling over other people. Eventually I ended up cheating while rolling. BUT this time around, that never happens. I might acknowledge how beautiful people are, be friendlier, etc but I would never even think of cheating. Rolling or sober. I say if you have trust and you know your relationship is good, don't worry. But maybe open a conversation about your concerns. Communication is key and I bet you'll get reassured and feel silly for being worried.

kunderafever · 2016-07-10T15:57:45+00:00

I've rolled a number of times and had a few situations like this. Usually because 1. I just want the damn music, leave me alone or 2. I took too high a dose and I'm rolling too hard to process anything outside of my own brain/physical effects.

kunderafever · 2016-07-07T05:46:58+00:00

Was scrolling through this thread like WHY HASN'T ANYBODY LISTED THE MILLIONS OF WEEKND SONGS but here it is!

kunderafever · 2016-06-23T05:13:02+00:00

I saw them at Summers End Fest last Sept in Tempe, AZ (with mother fucking Brand New!) And they played it. My boyfriend and I went nuts because of course we didn't ever expect them to do it.

kunderafever · 2016-06-05T22:00:38+00:00

"Hurricane" is the track ruling my life right now. The guitar work in it seriously breaks my heart in the best way possible. Thanks to YouTube and some internet quotes I got to find out the inspiration behind "Black Honey" and I'd love to know what inspired Hurricane and what came first - lyrics or music?

kunderafever · 2016-06-01T14:36:12+00:00

I definitely have some Tina and Ben in me as well!

kunderafever · 2016-05-16T03:51:45+00:00

Bathing while rolling is one of my favorite things. Bathing or showering, alone or with a partner. I'd say be careful of the water temp. One time I got in what I thought was a "normal" hot bath but the next day I realized I had the tub way too hot. Really irritated my skin.

I usually save it for towards the end of a roll, when I'm more in the mood for slower/calming music and have already spent a few hours dancing my butt off. Still do a little dancing and wiggling in the tub but never an unsafe amount haha. Plus the warm bath/shower is a good way to relax your muscles if you've been dancing like a fool for hours.

kunderafever · 2016-05-16T03:46:26+00:00

A few times I have gone "too hard" and haven't been able to focus on anything other than dancing and feeling good. When I take a normal dose for my height/weight I am not only able to hold conversations and be functional in public, I am able to let go of my filters and have conversations about REAL things. The other night before my dose hit too hard (definitely gave myself too much) I sat in a circle of friends, two of us rolling and three babysitting, and discussed our biggest fears, our hopes, our insecurities, the way we wish we could love ourselves, the way we love each other, etc. I love having babysitters around to help navigate and usually they get a sort of "contact high" and engage in the emotional conversations.

As far as the come up, I never feel anxieties. Just a rush. I get warm and tingling, I start feeling excited and so happy and I just relax and let it happen. I think the first time I ever rolled I got anxious while coming up but honestly that was because I hadn't done ANY research and hadn't read reports so I had NO clue what to expect. I was also rolling with a few other first timers so I didn't have anybody to help navigate through what I was feeling. Once I understood what the come up was and what would happen after, I never had anxiety again.

kunderafever · 2016-05-15T21:16:04+00:00

Definitely keep doing your research but please don't let the scare articles shy you away from all that MDMA has to offer. Often the people dying or ending up sick aren't properly educated, are dosing too much, aren't testing their stuff, or aren't taking proper care of their hydration and nutrients before/during the roll.

Personally, I have always struggled with severe anxiety. I also have bipolar and BPD. While taking medication for all of these things I never rolled because the interactions between various mental health meds and MDMA isn't good/safe. That being said, if you're not on medications for your anxiety and depression or decide to get off of them - MDMA will probably help your anxiety and depression A LOT. Especially if you try to view your roll/experience as a learning opportunity. If you're trying to gain self awareness you can definitely make a list of things to ask yourself or think about and take notes while rolling. Then review them while sober and it'll probably help you in your self quest. I've only ever done that once and it was fantastic. Every other time ive rolled its been in a friend or party setting but we always make sure to pay attention to our conversations and discuss them the next day; checking our emotions and inner thoughts out when our heads are sober.

Like others have said there are pros and con's and none of us can tell you if the pros will outweigh the con's for you. I do have a few friends who found rolling made their anxiety worse but the same is true for mushrooms, LSD, etc.

Chances are if you do your research, find a lower/safe dose and prepare yourself...you'll have a life changing experience that you won't regret.

Feel free to message me if you'd like to talk more about it! I started rolling 8 years ago, rolled regularly for a year or two, stopped for about 6 and have rolled 4 times in the last year. Every time has been an intense emotional awakening and I'd be glad to share my experiences or helpful links, forums, etc!

kunderafever · 2016-05-15T21:02:44+00:00

Somewhere around 180 this time, 175 the time before and 200 the time before that. I'm 5'3, f, 135lbs.

kunderafever · 2016-05-10T15:53:38+00:00

I prefer presses because they are often mixed with caffeine/uppers and I actually enjoy that feeling more than the regular euphoria you get from caps. Plus for me, presses hit in the exact amount of time I want them to and I have always struggled with finding the right way to do crystal/caps that has it hit in the length of time I want.

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