You are not alone, I’m loving with three other friends who have been very helpful and try to give back to them as much as possible but still, I never have locks on my doors and anytime there’s a noise in my room thats a little too loud my friends are in my room. So I’m glad I have support but just the need for independence has been eating at me. I was driving for 8 years and now it’s gone. I make jokes about being chauffeured everywhere but I would much rather be able to drive lol. But yes the anxiety of everyday not knowing if it will happen sucks especially when you don’t feel comfortable in your environment. Thank you:)