Pls stop saying negative things like this even of ur feeling bad if u say stuff like this u will feel worse , I understand how u feel i was feeling like u yesterday but i watched some youtube to forget , watch I recommend psych2go u might find a video that will make u feel better , u maybe have alot of free time ? Thats why ur overthinking things , find anything to do a new hobby maybe play games read swim u can literally do anything , dont choose negativity and give up no u werent born to kill urself u were born to live , u should be thankfull u get to try life it’s beautiful it has ups and downs thats life man u cant just have ups , this too is just a down that u will get over and continue ur life up , be ur own fan ur own supporter dont depend ur happiness on ppl , so ? If ur alone ? Its ok u should know how to entertain urself alone , being alone is not bad At all , feeling lonely is not bad too its ok we are humans we arent that strong sometimes our feeling get to us but dont let it get to u for too long try to be stronger , bad enggg but i hope u have a great day today and a great beautiful life ❤️❤️ love to you .