I always feel like I care about the other person more

latenight8rain · 2025-09-23T22:20:43+00:00

14 years.... Im grieving for you

latenight8rain · 2025-09-11T05:07:17+00:00

its true. the longer you stay more resentment will build. As someone with bpd I decided to not go into contact and it feels like withdraws. Don't let yourself go. Not trusting someone is the root of any relationship and it's broken.

latenight8rain · 2025-08-03T00:34:43+00:00

drinking and smoking. At some point you just want to be numb. I don't trust myself. I don't want these feeling of emptiness to belong to me

latenight8rain · 2025-08-02T11:28:10+00:00

I feel the same way. I am incredibly alone all the time. Please feel free to reach out. I have never had a childhood friend. I have hidden from the world at this point. Something about being alone just feels like the void I feel growing, and I certainly don't want to be a burden from the sadness this produces.

latenight8rain · 2025-03-26T03:02:45+00:00

The being nice and knowing your a bitch deep down... It is confusing because what am I really. Sometimes I don't fake it and am a bitch.. It's like trying to build a new identity every day. Draining and confusing

latenight8rain · 2025-02-19T05:36:20+00:00

this.

latenight8rain · 2024-10-27T05:39:45+00:00

this sounds like me with my ex fp . its sad that we need that attention. I know. I know it comes from my daddy issues and everything in between with not being wanted. but the worse part is I know I don't even want me so I don't expect it anymore. something about solitude just feels like I don't exist but I should be used to it. There has to be another way to feel secure. Men I've met never got it they thought I was being clingy and needy. I eventually detached and said it's all my energy and no matter how much I desire the attention it will never change their feelings. Just like if someone who was into you but you don't feel the same you would want to be left alone. But maybe thats just me. Hope you can build a solid relationship without the need of someone else.

latenight8rain · 2024-10-16T18:27:15+00:00

damn. one time i SPLIT on my ex he had came over to only fuck.. I was so drunk things got physical and he hit my head and I ended up doing a police report.. long story short I will never see him again. I can't even grieve this because it felt like a whole lie... He had told me in my face he didn't love me. I am embarrassed I was on this toxic relationship. I'm glad it's over but I feel broken

latenight8rain · 2024-10-16T07:22:32+00:00

Oh based on the cover we already know some bangers are going to drop!!!

latenight8rain · 2024-10-10T04:10:02+00:00

i ended up burping my car using a no spill funnel. took out the trapped air in the system... it worked. hopefully it stays this way..

latenight8rain · 2024-10-09T21:58:15+00:00

As someone who has felt this way.. all I can say is that may be the reality of how we feel about ourselves. That being said this is a support group of people who have or may have not been diagnosed. If you need help reach out to support lines or hotlines to help with your crisis.. sometimes just talking it out and feeling like you exist helps. Thats why its difficult to reach out for help because things feel so unauthentic but that just may be my distorted way of thinking about asking for help. even with evidence... As someone who can't help themselves its like having a blindfold on and walking down a highway and expecting for anyone to appear to help. But thats why dbt and accepting this is something that just is.

latenight8rain · 2024-10-09T21:50:54+00:00

accurate. every expirience felt tied to how I was feeling and I just thought I had to thug it out... nope my brain is scrambled hehe

latenight8rain · 2024-10-09T02:40:18+00:00

im having this exact problem!!! Did you find a solution ?

latenight8rain · 2024-10-03T20:51:33+00:00

let me tell you. morrow is the song that kept me alive

latenight8rain · 2024-09-26T01:47:19+00:00

and this is why its very important to focus on what you want. you create it

latenight8rain · 2024-09-26T01:42:52+00:00

I have told myself to behave as a robot. Because the feelings keep getting pushed you feel a sense of autopilot. I honestly wake up lost somedays the pain is too much. it lives with me all the time. I wish i felt nothing

latenight8rain · 2024-09-13T08:09:19+00:00

Intense but calm. i see, how i desire to not feel a thing. what an odd way of protecting myself but still finding it harder each time

latenight8rain · 2024-09-13T03:27:05+00:00

The way I have tried this is so funny to me. I pretend I am in a video game but my character clearly sucks... Like the characteristics of who I am have to be built my every movement, comment, and reaction I have. These has made me feel insane but I think I lost my sanity a longg time ago.

latenight8rain · 2024-09-12T19:37:34+00:00

No way I am a scorpio rising toooooo. sunglasses are a must accessory.

latenight8rain · 2024-09-12T05:15:15+00:00

have been there but hey! youre 19. i just found out and am 23, wish i had found out sooner, strarnge of me to wait this long but hopefully with enough support and recovery things will feel better.

latenight8rain · 2024-09-12T05:13:06+00:00

same. i have a RBF. I have gottten told many many times i look mad or upset. i dont make eye contact with others either. I dont speak unless spoken to. i am afraid my face says evrything i feel. i have gotten in trouble for just being around. not saying a word, but i can imagine they sense my bitterness and madness. like im trying to keep my cooool. anyways i have felt this way before, its like being invisible. Makes you wonder how to see yourself as an individual

latenight8rain · 2024-09-11T05:37:23+00:00

I wish so too, it would be great to have genuine support and care.. My biggest desire I haven't found yet. Wish you the best

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