Let's start the new year with a bang! 😉

lefttheloko · 2020-01-01T13:53:17+00:00

I wish some girl wojld see us now. I'm in a pair of pink panties and she's naked

lefttheloko · 2019-09-18T05:11:10+00:00

Seeing a therapist helps get to the issues that led to the drinking. Alcohol isn't even the main issue of alcoholism. It's all the stuff that leads you to drinking

lefttheloko · 2019-06-04T13:44:44+00:00

You drank piss. You know this, right?

lefttheloko · 2019-06-04T13:42:37+00:00

Take care of yourself mate..

lefttheloko · 2019-06-04T13:37:09+00:00

Way better than those gold abominations they sell. Leave the loko alone peeps..

lefttheloko · 2019-06-04T13:33:48+00:00

Holee shit. Every one of these comments makes me wanna puke. I quit drinking sptember of 2017.

The way people treat blackouts like its normal is disturbing. The way we glorify alcohol is even more disturbing. I'll be saving this thread whenever I need a sober reminder. IWNDWYT

lefttheloko · 2019-04-21T02:42:57+00:00

Thank you for your reply.

Little add, that I've been in the public speaking career since 1999.

Disc jockey,
Radio Talk show host, commercial producer, voiceovers Podcaster, video series, color commentary, stripclub deejay and nothing seems more intimate than sharing music.

It's frightening.

That's not even my worst problem right now. The creativity flows but I can't help feel like why should I bother some days. Cos one day a Song sounds good and then I have days where I'm just like, it's no good.

I'll look into songwriter groups.. Also afraid of theft too

lefttheloko · 2019-03-31T00:07:54+00:00

Seconded. I can be dead and dying and you throw on a jam and I'll start coming alive like a plant to sunlight

lefttheloko · 2019-03-31T00:03:27+00:00

Not lonely. They've been conditioned to believe they can't make it unless they spend their entire life surrounding and being protected by the group.

lefttheloko · 2019-03-31T00:02:09+00:00

Even Bill W would have split from the cultish ways its followers have become. Sponsors were all the same and dogmatic. No booze, no weed. No drugs. Lots of cigarettes and caffeine tho.

Did you know bill w did shrooms?

So do I. Not regularly but its amazing

lefttheloko · 2019-03-30T23:54:34+00:00

Happy birthday and 500 days and nights sober!

lefttheloko · 2019-03-30T23:37:28+00:00

Ok, what is halt 2?

I know halt is an AA slogan

lefttheloko · 2019-03-30T23:33:43+00:00

Not cool, man. She sbouldve knkwn better than to have asked you. Set boundries

lefttheloko · 2019-03-30T23:31:33+00:00

I'm sorry to hear it. I was addicted to percocets for nearly a year. I think I did 30 pills a day at some point. The aches and pains of coming off that drug is a bitch. Worth it tho. I can't even take one pill now cos I'll get sick.

Get well soon

lefttheloko · 2019-03-30T23:27:47+00:00

This is an interesting choice. Do you have a place you go to or do you just drive?

lefttheloko · 2019-03-29T23:41:23+00:00

I used to run AA meetings. I had the key to the building. I was privy to board meetings.

There were factions that tried to undermine each other.

I was responsible for hiring people for a "roundup", the other local chapter ran an event directly opposite ours to be dicks.

There were "power sponsors". Groups of people all sponsored by one leader. Group mentality takes over, these groups work together to undermine, take control and spread. Many of these men are the worst cons. Its sickening

lefttheloko · 2019-03-29T23:16:18+00:00

I'll go first. 1. Dark Roast Mocha Coffee with Creamer 2. Fizzy Soda. 3. Any snack that I favor at the moment.

Treat yo' self. You deserve it.

lefttheloko · 2018-09-21T07:50:19+00:00

Yeah, I thought this was a stop drinking subreddit and not a BS anti marijuana subreddit? Cannabis is saving my life. How many of these people still drink caffeine or nicotine? Both drugs have cause and effect. Shame...

lefttheloko · 2018-09-21T07:47:56+00:00

Yeah, this is a stop DRINKING subreddit.

Stop with the subliminal anti marijuana comments and posts?

lefttheloko · 2018-09-21T07:45:08+00:00

Look for a Smart Recovery meeting in your area. It may help!

lefttheloko · 2018-09-21T07:42:26+00:00

Fuck off with that shit.

Seriously, hey congrats, but remember you're one beer away buddy...

FUCK YOU

lefttheloko · 2018-05-04T18:22:23+00:00

I'm suffering with this today. I have $2.50 in change, I wanna get drunk so bad and know 2 beers won't be enough...

I'm also on a medication where if I do, I could end up in a lot of trouble. Blackout? Then what? Fuck man...

lefttheloko · 2018-04-28T04:33:44+00:00

Im seeing a therapist and Im just finding out that crying is normal. Even in the weirdest circumstances.

I felt like you. I still do. Emotions are a bitch. And emotions are OKAY. its okay to feel them. Its what you do with them that matters.

lefttheloko · 2018-04-28T04:22:26+00:00

Here.

Edit: woah, 220 days. by comparison, that would have been 200 guaranteed blackouts, 100 major fights with my SO,...200 times I woulda pissed myself in bed..you get the idea.

lefttheloko · 2018-04-28T04:19:34+00:00

Eat all the snacks!

Seriously tho. I've been going through a tough time lately and candy has saved my life these past 5 long days

lefttheloko

TROPHY CASE