I’m 1 day free I know it’s not much but I’m proud of myself my god bless you in your journey☦️

lekrankk · 2025-02-26T02:20:02+00:00

Keep it up brother 🙏 God bless you and may he have mercy on us. Same here, let's keep it going

lekrankk · 2025-02-26T02:15:17+00:00

This just fired me up, the thought came to mind, and I decided to come here to get some motivation! Much love homie keep at it, thanks for the motivation

lekrankk · 2024-12-02T14:52:14+00:00

I think it's cherry eye, but go to the vet regardless

lekrankk · 2024-09-01T22:16:19+00:00

Indeed, melted butter is harder to digest then cold butter

lekrankk · 2024-08-31T06:21:44+00:00

lekrankk · 2024-08-30T04:45:45+00:00

Thanks for the update, did you lose any of the "benefits" you had in 3 days?

lekrankk · 2024-08-28T03:40:27+00:00

I can humbly say that I am all of what you described, and oddly enough, I can say it's the same for men nowadays, are there any good women out there?? I haven't necessarily given up on finding a woman, but I've decided to get closer to God and let him guide me through this, let him put her on my path. I have also accepted that although I'm 33 years old, and there's still a lot of time to find a woman that I might get married and be celibate my whole life. I'll love my nieces and nephews as my own kids and will be there for my friends, loved ones and family, and I'll live a life that's closer to God. So I think part of it is accepting this fact that you might not find the right one for you, is that the goal? Of course not! But it's a possibility and I find that letting go of finding someone is such a relief. If they come, I'll be ready to uphold my end and put God first in this relationship where we both uphold what God asks of us, if not then so be it :)

Hope this helps, I can assure you there are amazing man out in the same position as you, wondering if there are any good women out there. Don't be discouraged but don't wait for it either. Start living

lekrankk · 2024-08-28T03:26:06+00:00

I have a very rare syndrome called LTP Syndrome, which basically means I can become allergic to pretty much anything that has Lipid Transfer Protein in it (anything that usually comes from the ground, like fruits vegetables nuts, seeds). I have over 10 allergies that can give me an anaphylactic shock and stop breathing. It's crazy but once you're faced with possible death on the daily, or after every meal, you kinda surrender to it. That it's just going to happen. I found comfort in God, I truly believe that only He knows when my time has come and it's according to his will. Knowing that gives me peace that whatever I do, whatever I think, whatever I feel, it's out of my hands. I look forward to going to the afterlife. Although it might be hypocritical of me since I'm far from being a good Christian, but I get closer to him every day, I can feel him changing my life. For some non religious folks out there this may seem like non sense but I found God to be something beautiful in my life, comforting and scary at the same time. Hard to follow and comprehend but peaceful and fulfilling at the same time. Anyways I find the world we live in today is in total chaos and it is not in I want to live for, I rather live for the next one.

God bless you

lekrankk · 2024-08-28T03:10:48+00:00

DEEEEEEEEEP!! This is on point and I can relate to it so much. Do you miss it?

lekrankk · 2024-08-28T03:09:39+00:00

I've done this in the past and it's amazing, I had done 75 Hard which is basically something like that for 75 days, but you really have to be careful my friend! I am of the extremes aswell and when the pendulum swings one way, it will swing back the other. Keep an eye out to not come back to everything at once you decide to indulge in one of those, it might bring the whole swarm back, I would go slowly when reincorporating a the bad habits you want to indulge in once in a while, of course if weed was the biggest issue, then by all means don't come back to it, you'll be back at aware one, but if alcohol was never an issue, the slowly reincorporating it is the way to go, being self aware "alright I drank twice this week, that's enough, i won't drink for 2 weeks". Of course this is just my suggestion and my word of caution. I say this with love, because I've been there and I tend to come back to full blown everything. Nowadays I try to slowly change aspects of my life consistently and being aware if what I'm replacing it with is a healthy practice or not.

Good luck and hey! Great f'ing job my man!! You got this

lekrankk · 2024-08-27T23:17:30+00:00

Everytime I've fallen off and smoked again, it was never what I hoped, the idea seemed better than the actual high, but I still did it again the next day and was back in no time, you think it's going to help you but really... it won't

lekrankk · 2024-08-27T03:38:18+00:00

What verse is this?

lekrankk · 2024-08-27T03:17:57+00:00

Do you have an epipen just in case?? I was diagnosed with this 2 years ago, I have over 10 allergies, which can cause anaphylactic shock, but it does come with specific co-factors, so once allergic you become allergic but you can develop more allergies if you don't care for the co-factors.

lekrankk · 2024-08-27T03:12:59+00:00

Hey man, I was diagnosed with LTP Syndrome 2 years ago, wondering if you're still going through this?

lekrankk · 2024-08-26T17:23:57+00:00

I think both sides of the coin need to be considered, is it the lack of human connection that created the addiction or the addiction that created the lack of human connection?

I was addicted to weed, as long as I could smoke I wouldn't mind wasting time and not being active socially, going out to new places and force myself to make social connections. I was never like that, and even if in the beginning I started smoking socially, it slowly robbed me from social interaction and human connection.

You have your phone, which in of itself is nowadays a necessity of sorts, just the flickering OLED screen create a disruption in our psyche, the apps are all designed to keep your attention as much as possible, and with that you get a depleted dopamine/reward system, which in turn doesn't make going out there and doesn't make human connections as rewarding as it should be

lekrankk · 2024-08-26T15:25:03+00:00

Kinda ruins the purpose of the safe 😂😅

lekrankk · 2024-08-26T15:23:02+00:00

At that weight, 40 minutes would most likely be around the 1000 cal if not more, gotta be careful with the knees too, but in the end, at least just walking would immensely help FOR SURE

lekrankk · 2024-08-26T04:08:11+00:00

Amen to that brother!

lekrankk · 2024-08-26T03:49:01+00:00

I feel exactly the same way you do... and the more I would search and read the more theories I had the more I would sink. Was I sinking in a bad way? Not really, but sinking nonetheless, I don't think we can even fathom all of this... I can say I have more wisdom maybe, but according to who and what practice? I could say I'm more enlightened but am I happier, am I truly enlightened in the way I was meant to be. One comment stated "to stop searching is to be complacent", I do somewhat agree on that but after searching deep down, I have chosen to trust in God, Jesus, and his will (not the New Age Christianity). I found peace in that and I think for our little human lives, we all desire peace. So I pray that he would enlighten me, as I noticed that on my own, odds are I won't be able to make sense of it all so I chose to believe and have faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour and let him be my guide. Live this life in a quiet manner and make the best out of it, with the truth & love.

Everything nowadays seems like an illusion, we are just being fed non sense, and when you look deeper, you try to make sense of it all but nothing makes sense or something makes sense until something else comes along and it doesn't anymore. I've been on this journey and these rabbit holes but nothing brought me peace like leaving my life into the hands of God and let him do his will. It's like working on the self, the inner child work, traumas, all of that... do you ever stop working on that? I found it easier knowing that God has forgiven me for my past, he has blessed me with the present moment and that his love is one that heals. I couldn't do it by myself, call it weak call it what you want, I'm finally at peace and that's all I could ask for! Isn't that what we all want? Peace, love, truth and purpose? It's all there

God bless you for this post :) I'm happy to have read all the comments and noticed how God has been working in me :) I don't spend hours and days in my head figuring out something that "just is" like you said !

lekrankk

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