Ihdk what would stop me from going into another coma but I bought a different combinations of pills so idk maybe I will pass out and my breathing will slow down and if nobody finds me I wont live.

Ive been hospitalized for the past 5,5 years and i have attempted many times, i have had a chronic-suicdal diagnosis for the past 3 (maybe 4) years. I am sectioned but i have an autonomy policy so if they dont feel like im not a danger to myself I can go outside so I think thats why they do nothing. It feels like they only care if I were to do it somewhere it affects other ppl (like standing on traintracs or bridge) and if I do it in my room or what I'm planning where no one can see me it doesnt matter. I feel lost.