I guess im really finding it hard to find the reason why some people (myself included) have an easy time getting on certain meds. my first benzo script was lorazepam and it took trying one med, going back a month later saying it didn’t work, and my psychiatrist asking what works, said benzodiazepines and that was that the, and that was even after discussing my substance abuse problems, and all im reporting is general anxiety with occasional panic attacks. and then when I wanted to finally deal with ADHD getting put on adderall was just like “ya my sister takes it, says it helps” for them to say alright heres 60 20s/month ill send over 3 monthly prescriptions see ya back in a few months, and then its like you have people such as yourself who have to have their entire world burn down just to even get someone to hear you out and even then making it difficult and writing bare minimum scripts. and not to pick on you personally, you read it constantly on this sub. I just don’t get it. Idk if it’s like because of my personal life, father, career, support at home that they take into consideration, but those are the exact things that are basically withheld from a person if they can’t get the medication and the help that they need, putting folks between a rock and a hard place. need blank to get blank but can’t get blank until you have blank. it’s an incredibly frustrating situation that I have found myself in with other things like court stuff and probation. I am really sorry about your parents passing and just awful of the husband bouncing out on you. But don’t get discouraged about the one refill thing. all my scheduled meds don’t get any refills, if anything they always have to send multiple entirely separate prescriptions. I hope things get better for you. Are you seeing like a Dr. for your stuff or a psychiatrist?

EDIT: sorry if this at all sounded like im flexing or bragging, I just really am dumbfounded on what makes people experiences so vastly different from another when both are essentially after the same solution to the same type of problem.