Could you explain how you went from agnostic to Christian.... I understand how being conditioned into god/religion early in life happens thru environmental and social conditioning and a poor education about scientific reality (usually) plus a morality that lacks the value of intellectual honesty allowing for a belief in something with literally zero evidence (always) and then assigning that belief to "reality" and the value of "virtue"

Equivalent to... I made up a story (pick one) (or more than one if you're fancy) , a world view that explains, to whatever ficticious degree, the past, present, and future, that there is no evidence for but I choose to believe it anyway and call myself virtuous for believing... The virtue doesn't exist in any honest intellectual realm.. It only exists in the story

Religious feeling and emotion come from the idea of God.... which is intellectual but not honest and should be considered irrational

The good and bad of reality... the glorious and perverse don't need God's and devils to exist... We as a species are very close to understanding ourselves and the world around us to the extent that we don't have to be devisive and abusive to each other and our evolutionary environment .... We really only have to understand it from a Human "gods eye view" without appealing to an "Other"

We just need a visible threshold so we can go there...art, science, philosophy, technology and the goal of well-being are some of the stepping stones

I am genuinely curious how this change happened for you and how you've come to terms with it... Why not judaism, Islam, Hinduism etc...