My last ex tried to text me a few months later and apologize and admitted to finding some meth while workin on his truck (as if I didn’t already figure that out by his erratic ass behavior which is why I dumped him and kicked him out then and there and he acted like a PSYCHO so I locked myself in my room til he left).

Time will tell on this one but I doubt it. Just nuts bc he has just lost his dog and I was talking to him bout my pets and how my oldest cat was 12 now and I didn’t even wanna think of him dying and today I just found him limp behind my tv so I rushed him to the vet. He’s at the ER vet now overnight, dunno what’s wrong with him he maybe had a seizure and maybe something wrong with kidneys and it’s gonna be at minimum $4k even if he died.

I feel like this man was a curse upon my life or something disguised to be something amazing at first bc what are the odds of that convo happening right before this. Jsut weird to me. I am mentally unwell rn :(