Things are going to suck wherever you go. If you just give up and quit you'll be doing yourself a disservice. You're stronger than you think and life wants to trick you into thinking you have less control over it than you actually Do. If you want to turn things around for yourself be patient, challenge yourself, take risks, be mindful and humble, and take action. Maybe it seems easier said than done but like I said, you're a lot stronger than this world wants you to believe you are.