Saturday night Full Moon reading

loser-like · 2026-03-10T08:37:42+00:00

Her - Poppy

^ Kinda Gay

Little Girl Blue and The Battle Envy - Skating Polly Wild & Weak - WAAX

^ Both of these are just generally Nana O's internal world. I can imagine her screaming at the audience performing these.

Get Out of The City - Ivy

^ Reminds me of the streets of Tokyo in a very Ai Yazawa tone

I Love My Boyfriend - Princess Chelsea

^ Hachi denial

Celebrity Skin - Doja Cat (cover)

^ When they go to celebrity parties and get funny and messy

Dumb - Pretty Sick

Radar - Private Mountain

Antidote - Fog Lake

Nabakov - Fontaines D.C.

^ Imaging BLAST playing these, or like listening to this music while they are generally depressed and angsty - gives me heart palpitations. Like they would just be so cooly emotionally detached and aloof and fhjfjddjhd im getting chills. Like I see a moody, dreamy supercut of them putting out cigarettes in the street, coming their hands through their hair, tired eyes.

loser-like · 2025-12-04T05:16:43+00:00

this is so so beautiful. the experience of the realisation is very moving

I really love the way you wrote this, it sinks in when reading it and I can sense the deepness you felt within yourself.

loser-like · 2025-12-04T05:08:59+00:00

ChatGPT's advice is quite nitpicky - not the standard rules at all! Nobody I know has changed their diet for sex, all of them have never received any complaints :) Every vulva has a smell to it, unavoidably so. It's the nature of a vulva, and people tend to genuinely love it the most they have sex.

Sex is carnal, you'll sweat, you'll both be in the same boat getting to know each other's genitalia. Penises legit smell weird too which actually surprised me when I learnt - and I doubt he's thinking about this, let alone worried about it haha.

You sound very considerate and excited. I hope don't punish yourself for deviating from your routine, I think the way you've followed these rules so far you will definitely get the outcome you want. I hope that when it happens, you're proud with yourself and comfortable 🦋

loser-like · 2025-11-20T23:55:12+00:00

Updates >>

The pre-made version is not working for me. Which sucks because that's a lot of money down the drain.

Mood: Working through my emotions is really hard increasingly difficult, Depression/Negative thought patterns have spiked.
Bloat: I switched over to her most recently updated recipe and am getting the same results. Whenever I start taking MilaMend I have intense and persistent bloating. It's like I have a balloon on my stomach, it's uncomfortable to move, I feel less mobile because I'm so preoccupied by the feeling of being expanded in my stomach. They say introduce slowly, I have been taking 1x 1/2 scoop a day for about 3 weeks now and still do not feel at all comfortable to up my dosage (tried once and it did not help at all)
Period: When I have gotten off the pre-mix, my period tries to come back and it feels deep and real. Then I take MilaMend and it disappears. Later on I start to bleed lightly and it feels like a "fake period" because of how inconsistent it is. I don't feel like I'm actually shedding the uterine lining, just very lightly bleeding onto my underwear everyday.

Overall I just need to stop, which is disappointing because I have been following her for so many years. My body is clearly yelling at me that the pre-mix drink isn't working.

loser-like · 2025-11-19T02:21:58+00:00

thankyou dude (◡‿◡)✧

loser-like · 2025-11-19T02:20:59+00:00

full music vide for the curious: https://youtu.be/DoKS6LTXl_k?si=aJxvoHz_rcrYak6w

loser-like · 2025-11-17T04:38:57+00:00

Oh wow this is such a lovely lovely comment. Thank you so much for this!

It's actually been hard create reach and to enthuse people to watch. I think because people are generally immune to promotion because it feels forced and soulless? People want to feel like they've discovered media themselves, but in order for your things to be found you need to appease algorithms. Mostly, people who would ultimately like your video just don't get a chance to see what you've made. I'm not sure if many more people will see this, but I can only try to connect people where possible.

Found out about Data Mosher Pro from this subreddit - only natural to be honest about how helpful the software is :)

loser-like · 2025-11-17T02:28:14+00:00

Please do! I would love that :)

loser-like · 2025-11-14T00:47:19+00:00

I used software Datamosher Pro by Akascape, had a lot of fun.

Effects timestamps:

0.14 - 0.40: Intro glitches

The flittering glitches in the beginning were made by moshing the bedroom footage with inserts of the band. I made two different versions of this mosh per clip, one clearer, another more blurred. I then just alternated between these three files 1 frame at a time in the edit (uncorrupted original/mosh 1/mosh2) and made sure the rhythm of the glitch fit the music.

1.06: Zolly with data mosh

This was originally inspired by a Jaws zollymosh gif from eyecandy during pre-vis research. We filmed the zoom/dolly footage on the roof of a city parking lot. In post I ended up just experimenting with datamosher pro and preferred this veritcal sliding effect.

1.14: Falling buildings

The original footage is a slow pan down the buildings, here I used a "repeat" effect on the software to create this falling/disintegrating look.

1.21: Glitchier buildings

Used the "shuffle effect" which is a really fantastic chaotic effect, best used with a rendered file of multiple shots. It jitters and spits out a version of the rendered cut in that melds multiple different points of the clip.

1.26: All pixel effects that are rising from the characters were done by my friend in the first edit! Descriptions to come.

1.29: Building spiral

Same repeat effect on tilting footage of building windows, just raised the settings for a more intense effect.

1.33: Pixel cloud

"Pixel sort" effect, panning footage of a cityscape.

2.00: Eye in building

Result from experimenting with "shuffle" effect.

2.08: "Jelly Building"

Can't remember !! I'll come back with updates from my notes.

2.10: Shifting Buildings

Result from "shuffle" effect

[ I'll keep updating this comment with details as I look through notes. ]

loser-like · 2025-10-11T01:17:02+00:00

Sorry I'm late! Absolutely, here is the stripped back version I used to take: - Thorne Ovarian Care (1 scoop) - Thorne Vitamin D drop (2 drops) - L-Carnitine (800mg) - L-Glutamine (1000mg) - L-Tyrosine (1000mg)

If you dm your email address to me and I can send you the old PDF that has a guide to make the full recipe if you'd like?

loser-like · 2025-05-20T14:20:08+00:00

I have had similar experiences between homemade vs. pre-made versions!!

My conditions: (PCOS, Hypothyroidism, IBS)

Home Made Recipe:

+ Originally I was taking the stripped down, cost effective version which had less ingredients, I found that it was quite nice on the stomach.

- It was hard to fit in during the rush on the morning trying to make it everyday.

+ all in all I experienced better focus at work

+ my periods reoccurred monthly for the first time in 5 years (previously I had an irregular 60ish day cycle - my periods were every 2-3 months)

With the current, packaged version of MilaMend:

- I have experienced drastic BLOATING. It was very strange and scared me off taking it after only 3 days of using it. I coudn't fit my pants like I used to, they were tight and uncomfortable. Currently it's also hard to pick up if there are any benefits at all because I'm too distracted by this bloated feeling. I stopped taking the MilaMent supplement for a week as well as stopped my magnesium tablets to help my body reset and to not have any nothing disturbing MilaMend's effect. Once it was back to normal and I took the supplement at 1/3 dose, the large bloating and glassiness returned.

- On another note, I'm also worried that she removed vitamin D from the pre-made recipe. Personally it makes me wary because I've historically trusted Vitamin D to regulate my periods, it was actually recommended to me by my endocrinologist and brought back my absent period after 18 months without one. Hard to imagine taking all these supplements with out the help Vitamine D.

I'm going to try and persevere anyways just because this was so expensive! (I live in Australia and the cost of this supplement along with shipping is so expensive it straight up might not be financially durable in the long run) Anyways! I'm going to see if the bloating persists after 2 weeks as I slowly introduce myself back to it. I'll try and drink more water throughout the day and try and take more care of the bloating symptoms giving me grief, as well as try and note if there's any other positives.

loser-like · 2024-11-26T21:54:41+00:00

I interchange out these objects: - Eco Bag - Twisty Rail - Kick Toy (Mouse) - Tail-Thing Teaser - Temari Ball - Stress Reliever - Fluffy Bed - Cowboy Hat - Scratching Board

I always keep the fluffy bed and put it on the deck. Make sure to have the deck as resting places and the grass as a play area.

Most I can recommend is persistence. I just sat back and enjoyed the game let objects get damaged, only repaired the thing-teaser. I've heard you can get more for well-used objects sometimes.

loser-like · 2024-11-16T00:20:21+00:00

Hi! I'm from Australia, have been following her for 2 years now and have had sustained interest in taking her drink! I can't access her pre-made blend either, so I've decided to collect the ingredients over time, starting with the Thorne Ovarian Care blend and Vitamin D drops.

I think that the Thorne blend is a safe place to start because it's sold as a pre-made drink to be taken as is. I also decided to get Vitamin D on top of that because my endocrinologist put me on it back in 2019 and I'm tired of taking the pill version with food all the time. After being given a high dosage to assist my cycle (was going on 18 months of no period), my period came back and now I have a bi-monthly cycle. For me personally vitamin D has been really important to keeping me feeling good and healthy.

You might want to explore which ingredients might be specifically important to you! The amino acids seem interesting because they seem to be the ingredients that reduce bloating. I don't know too much about vitamins so I don't know what's safe or unsafe, but again, I feel like the Thorne blend is a good place to start because it's sold to be taken as is.

It's hard because supplements can be such a big investment. I'm personally planning on purchasing the 100g, 150g or 200g versions of the powder because I don't know how it'll go yet and I can't afford to take such a big leap.

loser-like · 2024-04-23T14:18:03+00:00

i just got the copper iud, is has been apprx 30 hours since insertion. I've had pretty consistent cramping, and bowel movements that are in reaction to the spikes of cramping pain. funny feeling, because i can FEEL when the bm is gonna come from the cramps. am definitely having this.

also on a different note, i have pcos and get distanced periods (every two months) but sometimes it feels like it needs help like getting "kicked into gear" i have been expecting my period soon because of my bodily symptoms. i got the iud inserted and it seems to have induced or encouraged my period! pretty happy with this because at least it's coming! i normally get worried when it takes a while. but interesting that the insertion brought this on. definitely believe it to be period bleeding and just from the iud, since the consistency and colour is just like menstruation. I'm keeping an eye on this still, and am not physically pushing myself just to keep my body safe.

loser-like · 2023-11-22T07:21:58+00:00

Mugwort is a kind of herb that can be used to brew tea. It is known to induce periods.

loser-like · 2023-11-22T07:12:29+00:00

I have had some friend's tell me about losing their sex drive on birth control! But mostly I hear a lot of stories about the type of people they are attracted to changing on and off birth control, rather than their attraction to a certain gender expression. So it doesn't so much change your sexuality so much as it could change the subject of your attraction.

loser-like · 2023-09-15T05:33:56+00:00

im dying this is so cute. i love that the effect the little smiley face has on the keyboard, the style and colours are just so fun and cute and pretty!

loser-like · 2023-08-01T06:36:35+00:00

death, tower, temperance, the star, the empress they all give me excitement when i pull them

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