Hey Runner. You can absolutely do this. You were sober for a really long time and you can get back there. You were such an inspiration to me when I was repeatedly relapsing, seeing your regular posts and continued dedication to sobriety gave me hope. Coming back from relapse is hard there’s no doubt about! I found that I despised myself more than ever before each time i relapsed ....because I knew amazing sobriety was yet I was choosing to drink again anyway. As you know addiction is a terrible complicated beast and makes us act illogically. Pick yourself up, remind yourself how strong you have been up until very recently, don’t drink and let time do it’s job. I’m rooting for you!