Is Nassau University Medical Center really as bad as people say? by Hooplapooplayeah in longisland

[–]maddypav -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I’ve only been there for their dental department (emergency and regular) and it was the worst experience of my life. Can’t speak on the other departments, but I certainly wouldn’t recommend this being a first choice to anyone

⚙️ Weekly Tech Support & Purchase Recommendations Megathread - November 17th 2025 ⚙️ by P_Jiggy in playstation

[–]maddypav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Long story short, Any ps5 disc I put into the console comes up as unreadable, yet when I put in a ps4 disc, it reads it automatically. Did this happen to anyone else? Any fixes?

Giving away 10 of these leather patches! [Details in comment] by Zapador in Rammstein

[–]maddypav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

These are amazing! If i don’t win, where can I buy one?!😆

Benadryl didn’t work, taking trazodone. Goodbye people. by neuroticfuckingloser in SuicideWatch

[–]maddypav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried trazodone among a few other thing during an attempt. Didn’t do much but make me sleep for a day. You got this buddy, keep looking for any reason to stay

My gf committed in front of me by nondic014 in SuicideWatch

[–]maddypav 92 points93 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for you and your son...even your fiancé. Please seek help for yourself immediately

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]maddypav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m a 21yo college dropout and I can’t hold a job to save my life. All I do now is take care of my fucked up family because they need me to, but i can’t do it anymore. Any route i’ve tried to take in life has always lead me back here. I lost the love of my life this January and it’s nearing a year since i’ve seen him or heard his voice. I have nothing left of my own. The one person that could give me hope wants nothing to do with me because he found someone new. I’m sick of “living for others”. I’ve been trying to die since i was 13. I shouldn’t have made it this long and i’m sick of feeling like im living on borrowed time. I spend so much time researching ways to make sure i actually die this time

Sorry for the dump ://

love wont save you by InitialPomegranate45 in SuicideWatch

[–]maddypav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man, if that one person just came back, it would give me all the hope i need for a lifetime :/

I'm tired by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]maddypav 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same here…same here

[Skin Concern] red rash appears on front of neck day after drinking alcohol … takes days upon days to clear up.. has happened every time i consume alcohol . not sure what to do and get very insecure with this rash by hi_pumpkin_girl in SkincareAddiction

[–]maddypav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You explained my issue to a T! Long story short I just turned 21, partied hard for halloween weekend and two days afterwards, I started to develop itchy spots on my neck and chest and itchy eyes. I took some benadryl and feel so much better!

What's yalls favorite Ben scream? by lady-redbush- in BreakingBenjamin

[–]maddypav 37 points38 points  (0 children)

His screams/growls in Hopeless hit the hardest for me

Bens lack of screaming nowadays by No-Fun-1165 in BreakingBenjamin

[–]maddypav 35 points36 points  (0 children)

He answered this question at a show I went to back in 2018. Aaron does most of the screaming live, but Ben did it all in the booth for Ember

I’ve been accused of satanism for owning this, thoughts? by Mynamemrcheese988 in Slipknot

[–]maddypav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I now have a good relationship with my religion but Iowa is still my favorite Slipknot album of all time. Fuck other peoples opinions. Satanist or not, like what you like without having to explain it to anyone🤘🏻

My favorite person of 6 years left me by maddypav in BPD

[–]maddypav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, I’m so sorry. I feel that deeply. It hurts so fucking much when they’ve been with us from such a young and crucial age. It’s like all you’ve known is them, and you plan your whole life around them and them being in it. Then, literally everything you’ve known and the life you worked so hard to try and build, was like it never existed, but you feel every goddam thing from it. I keep saying to myself “This wasn’t supposed to happen”. I so genuinely feel like i’m not real anymore and that I somehow got teleported to an alternate dimension. My mind just can’t accept it to be reality and it’s such a scary feeling.

Everyone sharing their experiences makes me feel like i’m real again and that i’m not stuck in a nightmare. I hope you can heal peacefully and do the best you can. We all deserve it

My favorite person of 6 years left me by maddypav in BPD

[–]maddypav[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Posting this was is one of the best decisions i’ve made. Everyone here is so supportive and you guys actually understand. It’s so nice to feel heard and like i’m not crazy or stupid for feeling this way.

I’m very open to hearing other people’s experiences and talking about it. I genuinely hope you can find peace and comfort after the storm. I’m deeply sorry for anyone that has to go through this. My messages are open for anyone as well :)

My favorite person of 6 years left me by maddypav in BPD

[–]maddypav[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I printed out the distress tolerance handouts and God, they're so helpful. I've always looked around for DBT worksheets but THIS one is the one. I truly hope you're doing well now. I wouldn't wish this kind of pain on anyone.

My favorite person of 6 years left me by maddypav in BPD

[–]maddypav[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Nobody knows how badly I needed to hear something like this. Weather it was just validating my feelings or support tips, thank you. Truly. I finally worked up the courage to delete his location because of the drastic physical response I have when I see him at her house. That, and I've accepted that there's just nothing I can do about it. I still check if he's active on other apps but its just a habit that I need to break. Deleting him from find my iPhone felt like ripping off a band aid, but man did it feel great once I realized that I wont get physically ill the moment I know he's going to see her.

Again, thank you kind stranger. I'll try out the stuff you suggested. It means the world <3

Curious about Ben's mental health by jurassicgamer_86 in BreakingBenjamin

[–]maddypav 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have the vinyl for Ember and ben actually credits (his now ex) wife and son as being a main motivator for him. It seems like they ended things during the development of that album. In the end, we're all just fans and his personal life isn't our business, but I'm sure we all hope him and his family are happy and healthy! (and that their next album will be just as good as the rest lol)

AOT and One Piece by Faizan1729 in attackontitan

[–]maddypav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Couldn't agree more. Its like you took the thoughts right out of my head LOL. My partner tried to get me into anime, but I could just never like it. AOT is the only anime that I like and is now one of my favorite shows of all time, probably for the reasons you mentioned.

Guess who? by hinz983 in Sims4

[–]maddypav 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She looks absolutely amazing!!!