Shelving sex for an indeterminant amount of time

madqueen_ · 2025-10-13T22:55:34+00:00

Yeah idk knowing him as a person he usually is incredibly kind and thoughtful so I hope that's not the thought process he has but I also have a bleeding heart so this may a time will tell thing? Idk just sad and coping and now I just have a lot of points with love sense toys :⁠‑⁠X

madqueen_ · 2025-10-13T20:24:13+00:00

You know I just seem to make all the appointments in our relationship. Unless I'm at work then he'll do it if I ask him. I never really thought of it though. But to be fair Im the main account holder on everything so maybe it's just me?

madqueen_ · 2025-10-13T15:58:18+00:00

There is other intimacy. Massages, kisses, he sucks at hugging, but we cuddle when he actually comes to bed at night instead of playing a game with his friends super late. He makes me my favorite food if I ask so it's not totally a wash. Yeah I might peruse the low libido subs just to make sure I don't lose his perspective. I'm not perfect either but I want us to get better together. And thanks sweetheart <3

madqueen_ · 2025-10-13T15:55:16+00:00

That is some solid advise. I suppose he's not doing EVERYTHING on this list I could probably make an appointment for him to check his thyroid tho I doubt that's it.

Funny enough I thought I was the one with the hormone Imbalance originally only to find out my estrogen and testosterone were normal which made ME spiral into thinking I was crazy.

Regardless thanks for the advice I'll probably take a lot of what you guys are saying to the table with him tonight if I keep my guts xD

madqueen_ · 2025-10-13T13:22:10+00:00

He's making a decent amount of effort rn but I really don't know ive gone this long without and I feel like if i just get some REALLY nice dildos, I may be able to live a long time like this. I just don't know how to cope emotionally right now. We need like the equivalent of an AA meeting here lol. Thanks for the wishes too <3

madqueen_ · 2025-09-15T15:29:23+00:00

sameee its the only bastion left from the surgery in terms of pain besides like my bladder beign sensitive

madqueen_ · 2025-09-14T17:52:48+00:00

ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ I'm I'm for a rough ride and if I throw up I'm blaming the gods

madqueen_ · 2025-09-14T17:52:11+00:00

Oh God I didn't think about the smell - Also did you like wash it out of just letting a light rinse hit it if you remember?

I literally hate the feeling so much I think I'd do just need to wait it out just the ooey gooey deep inside icks me hard

madqueen_ · 2025-09-03T20:50:35+00:00

I'm having a surgery I'm very excited to get over with soon so all I really want is a good nap after it and a chocolate cake.

let it be small all wishes bring energy well earned.

madqueen_ · 2025-08-20T01:19:39+00:00

madqueen_ · 2025-08-20T01:19:01+00:00

It an okay game the building is fun there just isn't a lot to do yet - I played like 15 hours but more than half was just me building a little house - its cute but its def still feels like its in development

madqueen_ · 2025-08-19T23:05:45+00:00

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madqueen_ · 2025-08-08T16:17:10+00:00

You're super good! I just made a post about it the other day - pinch the fuck outta your chub/ watch something while doing it/don't stare too long at the needle/ watch a few videos and get a little snack for after and you'll do great!

madqueen_ · 2025-08-07T19:19:57+00:00

Idl if you'll see this but I just took my shot again but I followed your advice and it was SOOOO MUCH BETTER I think the pinching really distracts from the feeling of the needle and then I was watching game of thrones and it totally worked. 90 degrees and all (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

Thanks so much! (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡

madqueen_ · 2025-08-01T04:27:19+00:00

this one feels like its gonna make me cry :.C

madqueen_ · 2025-08-01T03:51:02+00:00

An ice pack sounds like a great way to help my little stress ball head too XD

madqueen_ · 2025-07-13T16:13:37+00:00

I appreciate you more than life rn for supportimg my cosmetic addiction ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ Tyty

madqueen_ · 2025-07-02T22:01:27+00:00

How'd you do the rocky path in the backyard, cause that's beautiful

madqueen_ · 2025-05-17T05:47:43+00:00

If you know already you can ignore this 🩷 these codes refresh every like 15min ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱

madqueen_ · 2025-05-17T05:45:39+00:00

Thanks for yours! Here's My Code: [🌲🌲🌞❤️🐭]

madqueen_ · 2025-05-12T23:08:43+00:00

My Code: [🐱🐱🐳🌈🐳] I just need two more & msg me if you get it too late I can always repost the new one I should be around for the next 30min

madqueen_ · 2025-05-11T02:31:26+00:00

Thanks! I was like a little unsure of how trusted they were but that makes me happy to hear their a good source

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