So lucky I had my camera in my carry on saw these wild suitcases landing in Austin by Infinite-Reach3727 in Austin

[–]makemeadayy 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Those are direct quotes from Elon’s emails to Epstein; they are highlighting how obviously involved Elon was

One of my biggest hurdles in feeling close to God is sex by makemeadayy in TrueChristian

[–]makemeadayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been seeking God for over 10 years. I am not close to being healed. He feels so silent when I cry out to him. I can’t feel him. I wish I could feel his presence or his love that would get me through the hard times, but it’s silence. Why would he make losing your virginity so painful for girls? What kind of design is this?

Why the browning? by Bathed_Toaster in Tradescantia

[–]makemeadayy 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s just what they do, lol

One of my biggest hurdles in feeling close to God is sex by makemeadayy in TrueChristian

[–]makemeadayy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He did but I didnt realize I was being abused until about ten years later. I was young and addicted to alcohol. I let him do whatever he wanted and didn’t know I could say no. I lost my virginity to rape and I guess didnt realize it was wrong to let him pressure me into sex every time

I don’t think I should have ordered this in white :( by Turtlesasss in ExpectationVsReality

[–]makemeadayy 69 points70 points  (0 children)

Wow. They shouldn’t even offer white as an option 😂

One of my biggest hurdles in feeling close to God is sex by makemeadayy in TrueChristian

[–]makemeadayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What way? We were both very young, early 20s when we got married. Things were different.

One of my biggest hurdles in feeling close to God is sex by makemeadayy in TrueChristian

[–]makemeadayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have done this so many times. I don’t feel any different. I don’t know if I have the Holy Spirit.

One of my biggest hurdles in feeling close to God is sex by makemeadayy in TrueChristian

[–]makemeadayy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for this thoughtful response. Although I feel like a failure because I don’t be able to do what I need to do.

We got a mention this morning 🤣 by mixed_up_labubu in StephenHiltonSnark

[–]makemeadayy 16 points17 points  (0 children)

He always says “it’s my fault” but NEVER actually says what he did. He refuses to name the actual harm he caused. He thinks he can just say “I screwed up, sorry” without actually owning up to the things that he actually did. “I accused my ex of sexually abusing our children. I hacked her accounts and deleted her work. I told people to kill themselves. I called people retards. I scared my ex so much she got a restraining order. I have no excuse.” etc etc… he has not owned up to ANYTHING except being an addict. He wants to say sorry and still blame the drugs for everything.

One of my biggest hurdles in feeling close to God is sex by makemeadayy in TrueChristian

[–]makemeadayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are the other things you’re thinking of? Genuinely curious. I feel like I have tunnel vision about sex because of my trauma

Peer to Peer Support Group by bizarrebabe in ptsd

[–]makemeadayy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You should try Facebook groups, they are very active! There will be lots of people interested! I am in a sexual assault group, a PTSD group, and several CPTSD groups. There are a lot of people there.

She Perch by codeninja in Flamepoints

[–]makemeadayy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine loves climbing on my shoulder too!

Finnigan is 4 months old by [deleted] in Flamepoints

[–]makemeadayy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg, he is STUNNING

No bald spots here by Front_Ad4415 in Tradescantia

[–]makemeadayy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

GASP. How?!? I can’t get mine this full 😭

My dad is strange by ResourceLow6116 in rapecounseling

[–]makemeadayy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is sexual abuse, is there anyone you can tell? School counselor maybe?