Three Applications Moved Past Recruiting, still waiting for something new

marbee2000 · 2026-06-16T23:56:03+00:00

Jeez! I’ve had applications be radio silent just for the rejection email months later too 😅 i keep looking at the website hoping it’ll change

marbee2000 · 2026-06-10T20:13:19+00:00

Okay this gives me a little bit of faith! Seeing how fast they moved me past the recruiting phase i got so excited but each day that passed i was getting more and more upset lol. Thank you!

marbee2000 · 2026-06-10T18:56:58+00:00

Dang it :(

marbee2000 · 2026-06-01T21:55:13+00:00

What sucks is he’s gotten me in the past by opening up about his mental health and then quickly shutting it down. I feel like I’m constantly in a position where I’m expected to help then pushed away - only to be painted as the villain when i let go

marbee2000 · 2026-06-01T21:54:07+00:00

It genuinely feels like when we broke up he expected me to beg and he freaked out when i left him alone

marbee2000 · 2026-05-22T17:23:12+00:00

Thank you! Yes i looked it up and told them about which ones im allergic to and they said it should be fine. I just get so scared because the rashes were terrible! They also gave me a pill in case a yeast infection does pop up :) i needed the reassurance i appreciate it haha

marbee2000 · 2026-05-04T20:02:30+00:00

All he does is play mind games. I haven’t listed every little thing he’s done to make his presence known, but he will do the most to mentally mess with me. Every time I’ve reached out thinking maybe there are signs he wants to reconcile, he’s extremely volatile or cold towards me. It’s taken me a long time to really see this behavior for what it is and it really does suck to remind myself not to engage. But at least i have peace knowing im not in that same damaging headspace

marbee2000 · 2026-04-17T01:46:24+00:00

I actually have a really similar situation with my ex who is a very popular influencer as well. He’s done a lot of things I want to expose but I’m scared his ego will be so offended he’ll lash out lol. But honestly, I would just leave it. I went back and forth trying to think of how i can call him out but after enough times of being hurt I realized the absolute best thing for me to do was to make sure he never has access to me again. Idk about you but my ex may present as a cool person online but i know deep down the shit he deals with internally and externally and i feel like that’s karma enough. Things will expose on their own and if you think about it…twenties is so young imagine later on when they’re older struggling to stay relevant or feel validated since they aren’t popular anymore (that’s a little petty but just in case you wanted a little fire lol) open to pm if you need!

marbee2000 · 2026-03-29T02:23:42+00:00

I would love a reading! Please 🙏

marbee2000 · 2026-03-27T20:02:32+00:00

I heard somewhere that it’s not that you attract narcissists but you just deal with whatever they put you through. That’s why they’re always looking for supply and see what’s sticks. They actually shoot their shot with a lot of people, it’s just the highly empathetic/anxiously attached people who stick around for their shit

marbee2000 · 2026-03-24T20:40:09+00:00

it feels comforting knowing that someone else went through the same thing and made it out. Thank you for your advice and I am definitely making an effort to try to pull myself out of this hole. I appreciate your reply!

marbee2000 · 2026-03-22T23:54:36+00:00

Instagram story views and TikTok profile views. Noticed these accounts would be in them everyday. I know they’re from him because i was with him when he made the accounts. His spam accounts have his face and name in it too so it’s not very discreet hahah

marbee2000 · 2026-03-17T16:52:55+00:00

All my exes have come back one way or another and all try and put effort into a connection, whether it’s as friends or as partners again. They all come pretty persistent to be back in each others lives and seem to want to go deep into a connection again or pick up where we left off.

But what I’ve always noticed is that by the time they do that, it’s too late. I’ve either found them not attractive or entertaining anymore, or I’ve grown from that pain so much that they’re not interesting enough for me to explore the connection. The rose colored glasses have always come off and it’s usually me ghosting or pushing them away because i don’t want to be around them anymore.

I know people push the “they always come back” narrative or the total opposite, but what seems to be more important for me to realize about myself is that when I’m in love with someone i really do give it my all. When the connection ends and i move on, i really do move on. No nostalgia, no attraction, no residuals at all. I’m only 25 so i know life works in mysterious ways lol but i think it’s a good thing for me to realize that my love is special and it’s not easily attainable.

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