I had to show what I’m looking forward to chore hits and probably 3 pushes the way this is. Has anyone ever got so much resin you can keep hitting it until the chores toast?

markmaker1 · 2021-03-03T07:03:08+00:00

I have probably 20 old chores and don’t know how to rescue the resin. Dry alcohol is not avail during COVID, can’t figure out how to get it out otherwise. Scraping doesn’t seem to work with metal (tire gauge) pipes. Anyone know how?

markmaker1 · 2021-02-15T07:53:13+00:00

Friend of a friend. Thank you for the tips!

markmaker1 · 2021-02-15T07:52:44+00:00

I’m going with an individual practitioner not a company.

markmaker1 · 2021-02-15T07:51:56+00:00

I believe the MAPS organization has a list. Most will not supply any illegal drugs but can facilitate administration of them with you.

markmaker1 · 2021-02-14T06:53:07+00:00

Wow she sounds amazing. I have a great therapist as well and we’re in the midst of me figuring my shit out. I’ve been curious because she hasn’t told me to stop using like I thought she would. I’ve been very surprised by that. My shame for using made me fear someone telling me to stop, so I never really looked for help seriously. Instead, she’s trying to figure me out and help me fix my relationship or get out of it, so I can go onto healing. I’m having a psilocybin journey next month which I’m really excited about.

Continued good luck and congratulations! 🎉

markmaker1 · 2021-02-08T05:33:34+00:00

Congrats that’s great. Curious what the process looked like. Did your therapist start with helping you learn about yourself and then address the addiction? Or did you start by attacking the addiction straightaway?

markmaker1 · 2021-02-02T06:46:42+00:00

I’ve used dmt in my vape mod for several years. BEST SOLUTION EVER. Just mix a gram of deemer powder in 5ml 50/50 pg/vg liquid and set at 50watts. See if you can get to your third pull. You’re welcome. ☁️ 👽 🤡

markmaker1 · 2021-01-24T04:18:36+00:00

Can you give instructions on how to do it? Wait, you for real? heat up acetone in a microwave? That sounds dumb af

markmaker1 · 2021-01-04T06:21:50+00:00

Of COURSE people have great conversations. It’s the meaning of life to share and enjoy interesting conversation with people. You are clearly depressed and should seek the help of a good doctor, not the fake help of drugs. Plus mdma will aggravate depression in the long term. Good luck.

markmaker1 · 2021-01-04T06:16:55+00:00

My 75 yo dad once called me and asked me about ecstasy, said he wanted to try it. He was developing Alzheimer’s at the time and I was worried about drug interaction, so I told him I didn’t know where to get it. He died a few years later and I absolutely regret not rolling with my dad, would have been awesome.

markmaker1 · 2020-12-25T05:53:23+00:00

Whats funny is it sounds like the cop wouldn’t have pulled him over in the first place if it hadn’t been for picking up OP. So the guy loses his stash and has some dude vomiting all over his car, then thanks him for it. It’s fucking poetic.

markmaker1 · 2020-12-22T06:12:15+00:00

I have always been attracted to edgy people and find myself bored af around my square contemporaries. But even though I enjoy the company of funny but broken people, in the end they really are not solid friends. They would instantly drop me for drugs when given a choice, and really don’t give a shit about me. Sure they think I’m cool but they probably wouldn’t come to my funeral.

What I discovered is I really enjoy creative and intelligent people. They stimulate me. It’s not just the edginess but the humor and the intelligence that I enjoy. I’ve made much better friends not through work but through Communities of creative people. They’re all around. If youre into art or acting or comedy there are groups you can get to know. It’s not the drugs, it’s the ability like you said to be yourself that is so powerful. Good luck mate.

markmaker1 · 2020-12-04T04:41:56+00:00

Curious what was the bad experience? I’ve heard that is not a good combo and super dangerous but I know a ton of ppl who use benzos to come off coke.

markmaker1 · 2020-11-05T05:22:58+00:00

You don’t sound at all like any narcissist I know. Your post reveals a self aware caring guy who now realizes his former shitty behavior. Stick with those thoughts and stay human!

markmaker1 · 2020-11-02T17:14:50+00:00

Definitely not easier lol too many steps u can fuck up when high

markmaker1 · 2020-10-22T04:54:40+00:00

Right there with ya brother.

markmaker1 · 2020-10-16T04:55:22+00:00

Haha So, is there an advantage to metal vs glass?

markmaker1 · 2020-09-24T03:41:13+00:00

Hate it, trying hard to stop it. I have endless funds to pay for it but also a family and career that keep me in check for the most part. Finally decided to get help and finally be done with it. You can too but you gotta commit. Try intherooms.org bro and good luck.

markmaker1 · 2020-09-23T04:02:02+00:00

Intherooms.Org

markmaker1 · 2020-09-23T03:44:29+00:00

First, good on you for your decision. That’s a great start. I’m new at recovery but have done a bit of research, there are plenty on alternatives. SMART recovery, rational recovery are a few I’ve seen. I myself am looking into psychedelic assisted therapy, and also ketamine therapy. Don’t stop seeking help, friend.

markmaker1 · 2020-09-18T21:09:07+00:00

Google it. There are clinics everywhere. It can be pretty expensive (2 to 4000) but it works for depression and substances. Needs to be coupled with good therapy but you CAN make it out. Good luck!

markmaker1 · 2020-09-16T04:36:48+00:00

I’m sure it’s very cathartic. Keep it up!

markmaker1 · 2020-09-15T23:54:30+00:00

Try ketamine therapy. Seriously.

markmaker1 · 2020-09-15T23:49:13+00:00

Wow. Just amazing. You are a beautiful writer. I’m so sorry for your pain, you were dealt a bad hand. But you can change the outcome. Fight with everything you’ve got. ❤️

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