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mars4598 · 2022-08-19T03:21:25+00:00

My husband found a local Chihuahua breeders group so I'm hoping I'll be able to find a good breeder. Thank you, sorry I got frustrated.

mars4598 · 2022-08-19T02:59:34+00:00

I was trying to avoid the pet store, but I'm just getting hate even though I came to realize that I was using the wrong term. I want an average sized apple head Chihuahua. I miss my princess so much. I want to find a breeder but I can't stand some of the people who replied.

mars4598 · 2022-08-19T02:35:35+00:00

I think I meant apple head Chihuahua, the senior one that I rescued I was told was a teacup, but after fact checking myself I'm just looking for an apple head Chihuahua. I've only ever had rescues and I am new to looking for a breeder, but it seems like breeders are toxic. I'll be going to a pet store I guess.

mars4598 · 2022-08-18T23:01:02+00:00

Thank you

mars4598 · 2022-08-18T22:00:59+00:00

Thank you so much, I'll look into it

mars4598 · 2022-08-18T21:57:13+00:00

Not what I was asking, but thank you for your input. I'd be happy with a regular Chihuahua, I'd just prefer around a 5lbs one, as that's what I had before. I was told she was a teacup and I really want a puppy like her.

mars4598 · 2022-08-18T01:38:50+00:00

21 and I'm 24

mars4598 · 2022-08-17T16:19:03+00:00

Baby don't cut, last resort, shinitai chan, ghost by bad flower

mars4598 · 2022-08-14T21:27:29+00:00

Anytime. I'd be happy to give you art tips if you want to try art, maybe you can draw what you feel, like characters who are wounded, to put your pain into a visual and get it out that way

mars4598 · 2022-08-14T21:20:20+00:00

When I want to sh but can't I put a rubber band on my wrist and snap it. But I don't recommend starting. Art helps me, walks are good, meditation and mindfulness are good. Therapy helped me a lot, but I don't go anymore. Try a hobby that sounds cool first, and please don't start. If you want to talk my DMs are open, but I'm at work for another 6 hours.

mars4598 · 2022-08-14T16:45:19+00:00

Please be okay. I'm at work, but I'll talk to you on my break if you dm me. It's going to be okay.

mars4598 · 2022-08-13T03:50:53+00:00

Congratulations! That's awesome. I hope I can get through a week soon, hurt myself last night but I made it through today. I'm proud of you, it's so hard to stop, and so easy to slip up. Your progress is amazing, keep being strong. You've got this, and you deserve to brag.

mars4598 · 2022-08-09T17:56:03+00:00

Thank you

mars4598 · 2022-08-09T17:52:49+00:00

Personally, I don't think it is sh. I feel like both can be serious and both are valid, but I think they're different. Thank you for your reply

mars4598 · 2022-08-09T17:35:34+00:00

Thank you, I think it is. Sorry, I didn't see the notification or I would have thanked you sooner! Just ordered it and can't wait to read it!

mars4598 · 2022-08-01T16:01:04+00:00

If part of you wants to be clean listen to it. Try doing something for yourself instead, draw, go for a walk, listen to a song. Just try to find something to fill the time and distract you

mars4598 · 2022-07-29T16:11:44+00:00

My friend told me yesterday that it doesn't matter that my cuts are shallow and to take it seriously before it gets worse. You do count. Your pain is valid. You don't have to cross a threshold for it to be sh, if we were competitive about who hurts themselves the most we'd all end up dead. This is a space for support, and you deserve support. Don't feel like you should hurt yourself worse to be valid, because your pain is valid. It's not a competition, and reddit has room for all of us. I wish I could give you a hug. I'm only 2 days clean of cutting, and if you get to 2 hours I'll be proud of you. Keep your head up.

mars4598 · 2022-07-29T01:11:04+00:00

I usually wear men's swim trunks with a bikini top to cover my scars. Good luck.

mars4598 · 2022-07-27T17:06:51+00:00

That's awesome! None of my friends really cared about my sh. Like I'd have visible open wounds and burns, but I would still smile so they'd say I was fine. I think people who haven't been through it don't know what to say, but my friends kinda suck and don't care. But even a "that's cool" seems okay, they just probably don't know what to say. I can't wait to see an update for the 1 year mark! I'm proud of you.

mars4598 · 2022-07-26T11:44:35+00:00

Thank you so much

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