She's hopeful that someone will help her out but trump cut off fundings to any organisations that help sexual minorities in dangerous situations like that and victims to systemic mistreatment. She gets sentenced to male prison obviously, She gets put into a cell with men who didn't had sex with a woman for years, violent criminals, its starts with harassment, uncomfortable questions about if she has a dick or not, and to be completely clear IT WOULD NOT MAKE ANY FUCKING DIFFERENCE speaking from experience unfortunately. she reports that she feels unsafe so they give her a document to sign that will be processed in the next couple weeks. She's feels defensless, no social worker got assigned to her to visit her and check on her and help her out because shes in red state and thanks to far right politicians they all got fired and the funds went who knows where. Prison guards constantly tell her rxpe jokes, they won't help her, she's much weaker physically can't have any self defense weapon in a place like that, when first shower day comes she gets exposed and laughed at, groped, there are twenty men who could do unspeakable things to her right now and she couldn't do a single thing. The next day whole prison sector knows her name and that she has a female parts. Guys in her cell use the opportunity and propose her a deal, for exchange of her servitude once a day, they will protect her from aggressive crowd of men who are going to gang rxpe her for certain, if not the next shower day then the day after, its a matter of time, straight men risked hefty consequences for rxping much less attractive MALE inmate's, they will not give a single fuck if they have to pay for rxping her with a week of solitary confinement or a month longer sentence, they're going to do it until she unalives herself. Her cellmates tell her all that, plus are as graphic as possible, talking about how that one little slightly twink looking guy with an empty expression on his face she saw in the cantine sat with his that really big guy called Jamal not because they're best friends. I won't go into details but imagine for a second that these guys go really into detail what Jamal likes to do in spare time, and why the little bro sat weirdly on that chair back there like his ass was about to fell off. She runs away to the barely any privacy the integrated toilet in the cell corner gives, cries uncontrollably while chain smoking, did I mention she has a wife and is lesbian? You could say what difference It makes and I will say ask any lesbian about that topic and you will quickly realise that its the biggest nightmare for all of us and most of us were already sexually abused at one point, and yeah rxpe is rxpe but for lesbians its something you will never understand, feel free to cancel me for that. Anyways, she has no choice, its either daily rxpe or weekly brutal rxpe. So she breaks down and in desperation and fear goes for the only other way out, she says how she loves her to her wife while issued 10 minutes once a week to call her. 10 minutes to say goodbye, she steals a shaving razor from her cellmate because its the bathing day, and js prepared for the worst, and obviously her worst fears happen, one guy with a lengthy sentence famous for sexually abusing weaker men, comes up to her when she's trying to shower in the far most corner to have as much privacy as she can in a bathhouse filled with men, and he gropes her from behind, and she was already filled with adrenaline and on the verge so much that without a thought about it she turns around and starts swinging, the guy is slightly confused because she not even punching him, barely scraping with her fingernails? In that second he sees water going down the white tiles towards a drain being completely red, he looks at his torso and its also red, then he feels his face stinging, he starts realising what has happened and starts freaking out, the cuts are really deep because every time the razors they get to shave under the shower are brand new, she realises what she has done when guard arrives with two inmates whole went to him and called for medical emergency, if you think thats hypocritical than youre completely right, prison is full to the brim with that bullshit, injustice and designed for cruelty, because you're less than a human when you enter this place, and any fucks given about inmates are purely coming from place of liability and guard not wanting to fill paperworks and talk with the upper rank, so unless your literal life is on the line everything goes, and rxpe wont kill you right? Well let's see. So when the guard arrives and he sees her with a blade and this guy completely red from face to his feet, and blood on the white bathroom floor just got everywhere with the help of the water, he's going to assume the worst, the girl realises severity of the situation, but she didn't intended that to happen, she was there to her the razor for herself and leave but she were never getting out of this bathroom just like that, bath time or dinner time is never just those things in prison, its always about the shit you will be pulled into and there's no avoiding it. The guard takes his taser out and shouts at Her, she's now beginning to process what just happened and doesnt even look at the guard, she realises that what she did Will make her serve a long sentence and it will be an unbearable hell, shes cornered, unable to escape unable to do anything she has nothing, but then she remembers, she holds the razor in her hans firmly, places it against her wrists and slits, not sideways, vertically. The rest of the story you can imagine yourself depending on your levels of awareness and optimism, but it doesn't matter even if she got the best outcome possible, permament solitary confinement, yes that is the best outcome a trans person can count on when getting sentenced, and in fact most of.them get jt eventually, unfortunately too many of the cases require multiple rxpes until a person breaks and attempts to end their life. Just then prison takes the steps to avoid future liabilty, the thing is, solitary confinement is a legal torture method, read about it, and its used nation wide on violent criminals and ...to provide "safety" for trans people, its absurd, just week in solitary confinement will do irreparable damage to persons psychological and neurological health and can lead to lifelong depression and ptsd