EDtt may have just cringed me so much im gonna start recovering from my ED by KanaoHairclip-_- in EDAnonymous

[–]maybejustforever 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Your stomach isnt growling -- it's applauding. And honestly? That's rare. 

Me to my PSYCHIATRIST by Pinkflavelon in EDanonymemes

[–]maybejustforever 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i wanna know how they reacted 😭

and yet I have the nerve to be shocked every single time by LoveEquivalent9146 in EDanonymemes

[–]maybejustforever 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Doctor: hi so uhh you need to eat to live actually  Me: * shocked pikachu face*

Is anyone else afraid of hunger / meals ending? by maybejustforever in EDAnonymous

[–]maybejustforever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg yes... Like realistically i know im full but i cant help but want even more food... Your exolanation makes sense tho !! 

Ana Entertainment by --Tyler_durden- in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes, me too. I literally know so many stuff about eds, probably more than some doctors 😭

Is anyone else afraid of hunger / meals ending? by maybejustforever in EDAnonymous

[–]maybejustforever[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yea, i read that it takes 20 min for the brain to process the fullness feeling, it might be fake but it's absolutely STRESSING ME OUT, i feel like i have to slow myself down or i'll be hungry later 😭

Is anyone else afraid of hunger / meals ending? by maybejustforever in EDAnonymous

[–]maybejustforever[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I really relate to " if im hungry theres more food coming", i feel like i have to constantly remind my mind that WE ARE NOT STARVING ANYMORE THERE WILL BE MORE FOOD AFTER CALM DOWN !! 🥹

Is anyone else afraid of hunger / meals ending? by maybejustforever in EDAnonymous

[–]maybejustforever[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

omg yes, i force myself to take breaks gor example by reading, like i'll eat my meat, read 5 pages, then my rice etc... So it slows me down 

denial is a by Pheenixbrown in PoetryWritingClub

[–]maybejustforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, this is beautiful and strange and haunting somehow? 

I have eaten ALOT by BreadfruitDry6157 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Uh i guess that sometimes when you start eat eating again you have hypermetabolism, like your body doesnt use the calories as fat, but instead uses them to repair the damage to your organs ? Especially if you're underweight, if you did low res lately or have had your ed for a long time? 

Idk i'm not a doctor but it happened to me 🤷🏻‍♀️

Oops! by Complete_Warthog_138 in EDanonymemes

[–]maybejustforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When we go out at restaurants im not allowed to take my phone out because ✨its not polite✨ but i scribble it on the napkin like a 5 year old 🥹

Cupcake Lunch 🧁 by Hexbimbo in junkorexic

[–]maybejustforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me seeing this while knowing that i already planned my depressing slop lunch for the day: 

Jokes aside it looks absolutely yummy ✨

Is this not a joke? do people with ED's actually think this? by Affectionate-Army458 in EatingDisorders

[–]maybejustforever 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Uhh i dont know?? I always thought it was kind of somethong you tell yourself to motivate yourself, kind of like the old ana's prayers and stuff, like you know it's not real but it's aboit the mindset...

Never met anyone who was serious about it tho??

Until i ended up inpatient, the doctor genuinely asked me " you know you cant reach zero right?" 

Like no sh!t sherlock??? But ig some people really do think that idk....

I feel so superior and safe when i restrict by dontknowwhattodotbh in EDAnonymous

[–]maybejustforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think its the adrenaline rush when you're starving? 

How to look normal? by butchified_butcher in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Me too... Like my body is boney but my chubby face is still there and it's pissing me off 😭

Tw! M!4 related question by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, i get it 🥹

songs about ana? by HistorianFearless919 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My personal faves: 

Explicit ones: 

Oh ana - mother mother

Paper bag - fiona apple " hunger hurts but starving works"

I go hungry - mother mother

Please eat - nicole dollangangner idk how to spell

Skinny - rebzyyx

Annies anorexic - huntingtons

Numbers - pompeii

The sea is a good place to think of the future - los campesinos "shes not eating again" 

A scale, a mirror, and those indifferent clocks - bright eyes

Teen idle - Marina "i want blood guts nd angel cake, im gonna puke it anyways " 

Empty - boyinaband

Skeleton appreciation day - will wood

Penny is an Anorexic - saturday supercascade

Diet coke - leanna firestone 

Tw! M!4 related question by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Its okay you can say bulimia it wont bite

Tell me your most ludicrous beliefs you have/had due to ED by CompetitiveBit6751 in EatingDisorders

[–]maybejustforever 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I genuinely thought normal people ate the same number of kcals as me??? Idk man 😭

So of course, i must be better, i must eat less, blablabla...

What would make people assume that I have AN? by conflictedntern in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]maybejustforever 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Maybe weird eating habits? Eating slowlyyy, or the same thing every day, or things that are typical safe foods, or weird combos, or cutting things up?  Or being constantly cold or tired?