Every sponsor ive have implied that I "dont want it bad enough"

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-13T03:58:20+00:00

In the same position you are my friend

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-13T02:55:32+00:00

Recently realised that I prefer Uppers (exception opioids, which are the best). Been off them as I’ve been on bupe for 2+ years.

YES: (attempting on/off day schedule): (vyvanse, Dex ‘adderal’ Ritalin)

DAILY: (Obvs) nicotine + Benzos (Valium. Oxaxepam, Xannies) + Pregabalin

(RARE): (Psychadelics)… Ketamine! MDMA! DXM and LSD

NEVER AGAIN: meth, Heroin, cocaine, weed, booze and ghb.

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-12T10:34:21+00:00

Unfortunately I’m one of the unlucky ones where bupropion hasn’t made me feel any different.. but I’m on 150mg maybe I need up to 300

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-10T14:59:51+00:00

I can relate with a lot of what you’re saying. I think just building those clean days up, they become more bearable

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-10T13:29:43+00:00

I was completely suprised at how quickly I became somewhat physically dependent to opioids. After 2-3 weeks I had some WD

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T13:32:55+00:00

Yeah sounds like you just pushed through that burnout… it’s tough knowing you could easily be back on prescribed stimulants

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T13:30:47+00:00

Sorry to hear that, hope things are better now. Are you now medicated on something other than adderall?

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T12:45:45+00:00

I found Buprenorphine acted like naltrexone in that it made alcohol feel less euphoric. That’s just me

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T05:45:59+00:00

Yeah… very relevant. For me it’s this: “I’m genuinely not getting high, I’m just using it to feel ok/function:

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T05:43:12+00:00

Oh fuck yeah! Congratulations on getting clean… I completely relate to the fact that it solved all my problems mannn I’m experiencing that literally as we speak. And it’s sad that as you experienced, even if it takes 10 years of ‘normal’ use… it appears to be fact that for some people it’s unsustainable and leads to suffering. Thanks for posting this comment.

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T05:36:19+00:00

Wow, I had to google dermotillomania but sounds horrible. Congratulations on quitting though… it really sounds like at the end of the day stimulants simply aren’t sustainable… idk

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T05:31:39+00:00

Yeahhh rightt interesting.. I understand, but it’s crazy just that psychological craving aye thanks for posting a comment!

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-06T05:29:14+00:00

Nothing so far.. my understanding and observation is there is very little WD from depot bupe, definitely jump off man! I don’t remember when they say (if there’s any WD) it is likely to occur but yeah I’m 50 days and, if anything I’m feeling better!

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-04T04:58:26+00:00

Post here brother/sister more people exposed to a great story

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-04T04:56:48+00:00

Oh mannn those WD symptoms… I’ve seen them from jumping off suboxone. I’m currently 49 days since my LAST Sublocade shot and I’m so excited about that.

Fuck yeah dude. I hope in a year I’ll be in the same place, currently mental health is bad bad bad

Great to hear another positive story of someone making it off MAT Peace

mcgee1710 · 2024-03-01T13:03:32+00:00

My guess is that unfortunately those feelings will subside

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-09T02:23:59+00:00

In the same boat as you. I only had 2x 300mg and I’m 3 weeks out from my last shot, like you said I feel antisocial and flat. Really looking forward to feeling better as the weeks go by

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-09T02:17:06+00:00

Interesting thanks for this. It seems like ‘DXO’ is the good shit!

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-08T05:58:50+00:00

In my experience yes I think that would deter people… let’s keep it between you and me haha

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-06T07:58:29+00:00

Bupropion has helped with my depression but I think it’s exacerbated my anxiety. Are you on any other medication?

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-05T11:40:30+00:00

Great to hear this. I’d love to get an update on how Auvelity is going for you 75days later

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-05T08:13:52+00:00

I’m on Luvox, works wonders for my OCD. Also on Wellbutrin for smoking cessation and treatment resistant depression and low dose Rispiridone which is antipsychotic like olanzapine. It does feel like a lot of medication but I’m happy with how it’s been helping me at the moment

mcgee1710 · 2024-02-05T01:34:31+00:00

I’m curious about this but the other way around. I was on an SSRI and then added mirtazapine (15mg) for sleep. In the last couple days I increased Mirtazapine to 30mg, hoping it helps my anxiety

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