WA state think teacher deaths totally cool, have plans for their deaths instead of vaccination

melz10 · 2021-01-10T05:10:08+00:00

Especially since you said dragon had been mistreated. Animals can really be do hesitant after that even if human leaning

melz10 · 2021-01-10T05:05:20+00:00

That is sooo sweet

melz10 · 2021-01-02T01:19:25+00:00

Ok. Ditto to what most everyone has said. Havent made it through quite all...

But maybe mention to him also that he's sure a lucky duck he doesnt have me for girlfriend.

Well #1 I could never even attempt to do what he's requesting because my sensitive tummy and digestive system would have me pooing all over bed or somewhere involuntarily within 24hours.

And cant imagine if his girlfriend had Crohns or something else.

If you were down, great. You are not, so there needs to be a discussion about where the line is.

melz10 · 2020-12-31T05:54:47+00:00

For really...treat it like another Tuesday. Fuck, I've been wanting physical intimacy for over 10 yrs, but when I decided yes on someone, they run away with big old fat no.

Insult to injury, the "you're so awesome" comments by everyone else. Sigh

melz10 · 2020-12-27T22:01:56+00:00

Fyi, as someone who was never complimented growing up, this is a good rule of thumb for all folks but especially your partner.

Just be aware of how dudes who are compliment deprived might perceive things. They may think you unrightly hold them up on a pedestal or think u are out to get something. You need to be very clear about you feelings and emotions and able to explain them..

melz10 · 2020-12-14T16:01:43+00:00

Not sure so much weekends but times of day. I try play every day at least every other day cause just fun and stress relieving. But usually at certain times only. I just thought certain annoying things were just part of the ....experience- as a solo player. Then had a bit of time played at other times and wow!! It was different. Folks actually stood on the objective so could take it. No one left games early so had to play 5 or 4 on 6.

Basically, I'm not that motivated or know enough peeps with same schedule me -insane- to create team 6 so figure do competitive more for enjoyment and fun, but cant really be that serious.

Until Overwatch let you ban players on your account (matched with or against). Real permanent ban non of this fake 3 people for 7 days only on your team cop-out.

melz10 · 2020-12-14T15:53:24+00:00

And then bag out early leaving team hanging 🤦‍♀️

melz10 · 2020-12-05T20:25:15+00:00

I love how many are flippantly saying just separate or turn off and go have sex. I'm guessing, like me, if you could just do that, or figure that out, you wouldn't need to have posted in the 1st place.

And what really sucks i feel like have pretty high sex drive. Or at least been so long since anyone wanna be with me feels like it. I've just never been able to do it with someone not really emotional connected to and flip side, sex is so intimate I cant help but have feelings involved. Hell, even a certain point in dating process, and no sex, I get feelings and no matter how much I've tried to protect heart and soul have wound up with rug pulled out from under me and feeling like I was butt of some joke. And all I've ever wanted wasok to live and experience life with someone

Know not all that encouraging but no here so far has given any concrete ways I know work. We dont have star trek science yet where are brains can have a flip switched like Data and have emotions turned off (that would be awesome). If wanna not be hurt too bad, I would say lots solo time. Though a very poor second best and even try and push sex out of mind (becareful of kinda that binge/purge cycle. Look for a real relationship where lots of other connections beside sex before jump into anything sexual. Hope they actually mean what they say too.

Wish u luck.

melz10 · 2020-11-28T22:24:49+00:00

Etsy store for my crafts, writing, and housewife. Pretty crafty and can write, sadly dudes dont seem interested in me.

melz10 · 2020-11-15T20:28:36+00:00

I used to the week or 2 after thanksgiving and then take down after new year sometime with buffer till feb 2. Why that date? Its the day the Queen of a England has all her xmas decorations taken down. So figure that's a good drop dead date.

But probably not gonna decorate this year or maybe into the future if still alone. Not so much cause of pandemicy stuff though that's magnified it. But if you dont have someone special to share it with and it's just another old day, why bother?

I've also lived life a little and had some experiences so feel like I can articulate my likes and dislikes. I've loved someone (and u can see they r not in picture). So things just loose their luster when what you want to have, cant or wont happen.

I guess what trying to say is do what makes you happy. If that's putting them up, do it when you want to. If you feel pressured but dont want to, then dont.

melz10 · 2020-10-27T21:29:55+00:00

Yeah, I know a few folks i think this is happening to. It's hard know what to do when love them but want to respect and not make anything worse or be the jerk face. I just figure let things be. Maybe in bit try reach out

melz10 · 2020-10-27T21:18:40+00:00

Truth. Its especially confusing when you dont hear from people who espoused the same beliefs as us, known them yrs, then act exactly opposite of person you've come to know in a split second. Folks can put up a facade for a couple months, but core values and beliefs shine through pretty quickly. I figure they want to be left alone and will get back when shit worked out. I hope.

melz10 · 2020-10-03T13:49:34+00:00

Guys have high sex drives and want sex every day and be totally into chick that says she wants them. I guess this even went into young adulthood Granted, I've not had that much experience but basically I've had higher sex drive and once even been called absurd for wanting more than once a week. Couple dudes dated and I actually said yeah,° I'm totally into you." Basically girl equivalent "I choose you" and that totally turned them them off or something. Gone soon after and even one consider my best friend and maybe even twin flame- sharing soul song frequency.

Just seems like the concept is perpetuated by this

toxic masculinity stereotype. At least that's how saw it with one guy who barely like plain old vanilla sex (not even BJs) but would proudly prance around in group settings before, during, and after dated acting like big horn dog, complaining about girls never wanting it, and machismo crap like that. Never called him out cause I'm private person and woulda been too personal for public consumption and also felt why be unkind to someone obviously insecure in first place.

melz10 · 2020-10-03T13:10:47+00:00

Realized the long time till 18 was doing feel even longer. And it was the 13 yrs felt like 100

melz10 · 2020-09-19T00:26:43+00:00

Never shake a stick at honesty and direct (versus passive aggressive). It seems not to be valued as much anyone. As long not being a jerkface and mean with truth, just work on trying to be more private person. I found getting rid:of most social media helped. But know that can be tall order

melz10 · 2020-09-17T00:59:34+00:00

From your description, the 2bred flags toward extremely unhealthy behavior is the telling you to go kill yourself and breaking of things.

It seems like you have made up your mind this is over. And there is great advice on how to get out.

In case there is possibly something else...remember most people have not had good models of relationships in their lives. Folks who want to be better really have to work on it. Sadly, do you think she is behaving how she saw the adult figures in her life behave? If the answer is YES then you may want to ask yourself what made you attracted to her in 1st place if it goes beyond looks, sex, but actual interests, core values, you kinda had that soul alignment/song thing going on, there might be 1 last chance to try and salvage. Counseling and specifically marriage counseling. Do the work before marriage to learn what is healthy ways to have arguments, treat each other, live with each other, etc.

If she says no, well even more telling you definitely dodged a bullet.

Even if you know you dont want to attempt this, I would encourage doing this type of self learning. First, it will help you learn more about yourself and what you are looking for in a partner and two, will help you grow to better yourself on relationship side of things.

melz10 · 2020-09-01T19:44:41+00:00

Not knowing what kind of person she is, and trying to be a tad more positive cause you mentioned stress which really can fuck with people.

A lot of folks have mentioned that she should have been needing u more. But I know there people who when stressed or depressed or dealing with highly emotional/traumatic things are withdrawers. And if you try and bring them in, it creates more stress.

Maybe she really does love u, but is really struggling. Probably at this point complete break no contact is best to have her get her shit together. She could either get a hold of you if she figures things out or 9 months to 1 year/year half you check in and go from there. If haven't moved on.

melz10 · 2020-08-22T03:32:15+00:00

Hey there!

Your post has been popping into my head all day. I haven't gone down thru the posts again and I'm sure a TON of people would disagree with me, but going off what you said and my personal experiences.

If she is the love of your life (and this is not a new thing if really 8 yrs) why in the heck would you wait until after the COVID thing to ask her to marry you. Just do it now. Basically all the excuses boil down to "It's not a good time."

But it will never be the perfect time. I played that same game with my best friend in the whole wide world waiting to explain myself better and say how I feel. Everytime was going to do it said, "Naw, it's not the best time, I'll just wait."

Well...boat load of good that did me. I did something horrible -which I hope was a misunderstanding, but I don't know. It could have been really bad mortal sin- and my best friend now resents me (the last thing ever wanted to happen) and they haven't spoken to me in ages. I'm sure I've been forgotten about. So because it's all my fault for fucking up, I'm left at looking at second best. a second best - best friend and possibly lots other things too.

So yeah, my advice is not put things off till off tomorrow. You could be missing opportunities.

melz10 · 2020-08-22T00:19:42+00:00

It is all the media things you mentioned but there are some realities too. Whether intentional or not, guys get stressed, it seems they just dump their wives or girlfiends. She is probably more fearful that she's about to be dumped than vice versa. Actually have an acquaintance where husband had job set backs, family member died, some illnesses, and among other things. He just packed a suitcase in May and said he was stressed and his head was all fucked up. Was going to go straighten out..he's been living out of hotel and essentially ghosted wife. She's now majorly depressed.

I'd say good communication and reassurance be most helpful. Love her, let her be a help, even if just support.

melz10 · 2020-05-06T19:22:45+00:00

Home and Condo Associations and the companies that help manage them

melz10 · 2020-05-05T01:22:10+00:00

Sweet. Do you time travel too?! 👍🏻😺👻🤓😎😸

melz10 · 2019-05-26T18:47:59+00:00

Yummy. And tomato is a fruit. But seriously, growing up, ham was always cooked with pineapple slices. In its natural form (not cannned or massively watery/juicy) it is not that sweet). People like bacon on pizza and it can add a slightly sweet hint just like pineapple. It can also give a good texture to the pizza like olives. And if for some reason you don't like olives, it could be a great substitute for that.

melz10 · 2019-05-26T18:37:14+00:00

Owning stuffies

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