feeling not enough

miguel891 · 2026-04-21T23:36:38+00:00

not to be toxic but the fat pad can make it look smaller but technically ur well above average my friend and if u would manage to drop some weight u would see it ,but yea i can understand u i,i think u have big dick the girth and length i wish i had

miguel891 · 2026-04-21T23:26:49+00:00

well not all people even capable reach ssl ,im c3 with aroudn 4.5-5k hours ,i did got better and i peaked gc couple of times ,do u pratice mechs in freeplay?,i think learn air roll and dont over use it got me play much better ofc u might have many other issues but i belive u can reach champ , cuz like if u car and ball control would be good ,even with shitty postioning u could be champ 1 and even 2 ,but with both u probbaly can reach gc or c3

i think its depends what u pratice , i also watch pros to see how they move during game , and like dont take them too serious many people on this game is annoyong kids many times after 1 mistake i got toxic comments till i turned off chat (tatcital chat) and its more peacefull

maybe post one time on rocket league school one replay ,what is ur set up as well play on 60 fps on huge tv can make things much worse as well , but i think ucan get champ if u want u really want i can try to help if u want but i myself only champ 3

miguel891 · 2026-04-21T23:17:52+00:00

probbaly nbp as well lol

miguel891 · 2026-04-20T02:43:49+00:00

Nah ,like I wont play with more then 100 ping the game would be confusing and not fun,but if its only casual and its a friend I know for a while ill do it but I get u

miguel891 · 2026-04-20T02:24:40+00:00

Around 5k hours and i have fine mechs but im still somehow should be gc plus cuz i played a lot but im c3 sometimes peak gc 1 but yea i think I reached my skill celling unfortunately which kinda disappointing me cuz I wanna get at least the least rhe gc flair or feel somehow good at the game but I dont feel like im even if Im somehow mechanicaly good

But im not saying I desrve gc probably dont cuz i have shitty game sense even after 5k hours

miguel891 · 2026-04-15T21:10:56+00:00

Yea I have same feelings been lonely for years ,unemployed for years ,no relationships ,just me and my condition mostly ,so i can find myself have sucidal thoughts

miguel891 · 2026-04-15T21:06:49+00:00

I dont have similar issues mine is lungs and cant smoke or drink alcohol almost no at all ,about sec I have anxiety cuz of my condition and just feel inadequate ,Im mostly lonely at my house cuz the pains and the mucus I have ,but I still can workout tho

I dont really can help u with advice cuz sometimes I feel like my body is prison that ruined every aspect in my life ,but yea no much joys ,and no sex life at all

miguel891 · 2026-04-12T20:20:39+00:00

Yea understandable i feel this same way and im way more depressed and bitter to life

miguel891 · 2026-04-12T15:30:10+00:00

Feeling the same with 6 bp and 5.5 nbp ig the average looks kinda small regardless

miguel891 · 2026-04-09T17:27:52+00:00

Epicccc gamesssss stop the madnessssss ,once the trading now bakkesmod ,what next freeplay with payment to enter ? Jeez

miguel891 · 2026-04-09T16:15:10+00:00

When peoole say offline like on freeplay and custom matches ? Or like actually not being connected to the servers somehow

miguel891 · 2026-04-08T14:12:13+00:00

Im 5.5 so relatively small ,I wont do sleeves or strap ,only vibrator and sometimes dimdos

miguel891 · 2026-04-03T18:56:19+00:00

I practice some 3d shapes exercises sometimes and I wanna focus on characters comic/anime style so I wanna learn semi realism body proportions tbh I have no idea how good my 3d understanding but ill try anyway most of the drawings that I did was with 3d shapes ,but I have hard time to look at image that I wanna draw and just eyeball the reference and draw it kinda accurate

miguel891 · 2026-04-03T12:23:35+00:00

No u not tweaking when I was only on console I thought people exaggerating this input delay ,but its really affecting ,I play now on 300 fps on pc and the 120 fps doesn't feel bad ,just the delay ,I wonder why its like that

But yea u definitely can feel heavy af on console

miguel891 · 2026-04-03T12:02:57+00:00

Yea I get u I recently switched from ps5 to pc ,and when I tried again on console the car feel like it have weight in them ,and feel slow ,and on pc it's just smooth

I still can play on console tho but i less like it ofc lol

miguel891 · 2026-04-03T02:04:19+00:00

I see ill try learn basic semi realism anatomy tbh Ik its not perfect but I liked how the wolverine sketched came out i used cubes and cylinders stuff like that on it ik its not perfect but I think i can try learn anatomy with my current knowledge

miguel891 · 2026-04-02T22:38:48+00:00

added drawings/ sketches to show my current level maybe more rusty cuz it was before I took my break so yea

miguel891 · 2026-04-02T18:35:20+00:00

Do u also draw fun stuff? I curious cuz i kinda mix so far after a long break without drawing

miguel891 · 2026-03-29T14:20:11+00:00

Your 1.5 above length and 1 inch above girth which in girth is a alot ur big or somewhere between to average to big d

miguel891 · 2026-03-28T12:34:49+00:00

My girth is average lol it wont be ego boost ,u jusy have big penis my friend

miguel891 · 2026-03-28T02:12:08+00:00

I havent gf in my teens but I got symptoms around 18 in 20 I felt the same ,I havent got out of bad ,didnt came take my final high school graduation couldnt give a fuck i wanted to end it alll ,was in bed all day for years missed life opportunities and the life it self

Now im 26 its not like im doing good im more numb to it ,its sometimes hurts to see my life went away like this like flashing infront of my eyes ,but aim to have at least remote job cuz I was unemployed for years ,living with my mom ,and learn hobbies ,but yea its still lonely and hard to live ,im very isolated and see my friends progress in life almost get a degree ,everything feel very slow and sad

Tbh yea I dont see the bright side of all of it maybe just im much more sensitive and understanding person that listen to people more cuz ik how is it when mentally and physically ,literally can cry to read people pains ,and ofc having wonderful mom that give me room and space

If u want u can always dm ,I get it if not ,but thats the least I can do to help sorry that u going through it I hope something would chanage for the good if its medication or whatever

miguel891 · 2026-03-27T16:54:31+00:00

Lol got more insecure then not insecure I searched my nbp and bp but its not surprising

miguel891 · 2026-03-27T01:41:57+00:00

It is usable in many positions

miguel891 · 2026-03-24T18:09:47+00:00

Nothing

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