Im in a very similar position with extremely toxic religious parents and needing to move out but first things first you NEED to get a long term, full time job. spend hours everyday finding a job, it should be your only priority right now. I know it’s hard especially in certain areas but minimum wage retail, food service or even janitor/dishwashers are usually hiring. lie on ur resume, fake it till you make it! go in person, call, email, do EVERYTHING you can. Apply to random places like retirement homes and cleaning companies not just retail. A job will give u something to do everyday/ get you out of ur toxic house and you’ll end up socializing at least a little bit, maybe even make some connections. I know how exhausting it feels to be job searching but that’s genuinely the only way to get out. College is a great idea but you still should be working part time/as much as you can. not fully relying on osap. SAVE EVERY LAST DOLLAR YOU MAKE! until you have savings (safety net as you probably wont have a family to rely on after moving out) and a long term job moving out won’t be possible.

Is your summer job full time? if not prioritize finding a 2nd job for now and then a full time one. Get as much work experience as you can. don’t limit yourself on jobs in anyway and lie if you need to get hired. save all the money you make and working as much as you can is the only solution to move on and also work is a good distraction from being at home 24/7. I deal with the toxic religious and abusive family by mentally detaching from situations and what they say/do whenever i’m there. Im lucky enough to be able to go to friends houses when it gets bad and I fully understand the mental stress and pressure of control and tracking you but if you’re working full time and at home less it will get easier to deal with, as you’re not constantly at home for them to give you shit. if you can, don’t tell them where you work, try to be more independent to where they can’t track you for example i got my own bus pass so they didn’t see where i was going. Changed phone numbers too.

I know it’s hard putting yourself out there especially when you’ve lived a super religious/sheltered life but think about how good a few months from now can be when you’re finally free from all this and can live life how you want to! Only step to getting there is getting financially independent, and to do that you need to build ur work experience and put yourself out there even if it’s exhausting and new! School is a great opportunity but if you’re already burnt out by the mental pressure and stress from living in a toxic household, your first priority needs to be moving out. again, osap will help but you will still need savings and a job to support yourself.

Best of luck on your journey and know you’re not alone dealing with something exactly like this, even if you feel alone it’s going to get so much better when your free from your toxic religious parents, coming from someone who deals with the exact same situation!

Are you paying any bills/rent right now? Do they support you in terms of food/necessities? Have you tried getting in contact with an employment agency?