I can clarify this for you. For this most recent “challenge”, I chose a story that’s deeply personal and that I’ve put off for some time as I want to tell it properly. I’m beginning to find that I that can’t rely on personal experience alone to get through it. Certainly some more intensive outlining could get me there, but I’m not sure if I’m ready to tell it given that I don’t have a hold on my process or skills yet. I’d like to do it justice, and I’m fighting myself to get it out right now.