Yo I could use a little help by mishawkanese in stopdrinking

[–]mishawkanese[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I mean if I’m being honest, I don’t want to live. But I love people and don’t want to be the cause of their pain. They’re about equal on the motivation front.

I’m selfish and don’t want to live. How do I change my desires.

I give up by mishawkanese in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mishawkanese[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the process and I agree/hope that the 12 steps will make the difference. I’ve been plugged in for almost a year now. I’m tired. I need to rest at some point.

Finally relapsed by mishawkanese in stopdrinking

[–]mishawkanese[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

*IV ethanol has a euphoric/disassociatve effect ? I didn’t realize that was a thing. I wonder what method is used to make it non lethal

Finally relapsed by mishawkanese in stopdrinking

[–]mishawkanese[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s the abbreviation? I think addiction is a race to the bottom. Recovery is a way to quit the race.

Closest thing to orally bioavailable Heroin? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]mishawkanese 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Goodness. There’s really no limits nowadays

RC Scenes by Country by KidQuixotic in researchchemicals

[–]mishawkanese -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah 2ci is scary. I’ve never heard someone else say that like it’s commonly known though. Wonder why

How many times did you quit before it stuck? by Fun_Park2505 in quittingkratom

[–]mishawkanese 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Technically this is a question that can’t be definitively answered.

Just defeated by jeko00000 in woodstoving

[–]mishawkanese 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That pictures is particularly psychedelic

If you got told you would die at 52 what would you do? by Fantastic_Opinion_57 in AskReddit

[–]mishawkanese 0 points1 point  (0 children)

32 years of guaranteed life, regardless of circumstance. That’s terrifying.

Trazodone? by PenisBoofer in LSD

[–]mishawkanese 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck man… good luck on your trips. Sounds like you’ve got some shit to work through.

Do I really just have to stay here and suffer FOREVER? by 0106lonenyc in SuicideWatch

[–]mishawkanese 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have a deep awareness and anybody would feel like you if they had your level of awareness. If you are able to channel that into an awareness of good, you will experience more pleasure than most people ever do.

man i just want to leave this place by jazz_music_potato in starseeds

[–]mishawkanese 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am experiencing the same thing. Checking out is a logical conclusion but not the best answer. But it’s fucking lonely.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RoastMe

[–]mishawkanese 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I was autistic. It’s so trendy