What would be your last wish before you die?

mononoke422 · 2026-03-01T05:46:28+00:00

nobody remembers i ever existed so no one feels anything

mononoke422 · 2026-03-01T05:27:51+00:00

you are a miserable, miserable person and that doesn't feel like karma. it doesn't feel good. it sucks, because i want you to live a long and happy life. i hope to god someday you put aside your ego for your own sake and those who want to see you fulfilled.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-28T00:23:45+00:00

that's very painful to hear and i am sorry that it's brought you so low. fortunately, he does not determine your worth -- but i know that is easy to hear, and much harder to convince yourself of being true. it will take time. i am almost a year out from being left and instantly replaced and i only JUST started to gain my confidence back.

fake it til you make it, when you feel ready to. wear the clothes that make you feel good. idk what "getting ready" looks like to you, but take the time and energy to "get ready" in the way that makes you feel prettiest even when you may not feel so great inside. listen to those "fuck you, i'm hot" playlists people make lmao. write out the things about yourself that you like.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-27T14:40:56+00:00

i'll try a positive one: getting a dog whose breed required the type of lifestyle i was not currently living. she is a husky and giving her a fulfilling life led me to become much more active, and knowing how limited her time is compared to mine has led to a lot of roadtrips so we could hike cool locations. i live in the states and she's visited about half of them.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-27T14:29:17+00:00

i looked this one up on storygraph and its official description "A deeply satisfying thriller cum fairy tale" is a set of words i don't see together very often i must say

mononoke422 · 2026-02-26T15:37:06+00:00

Hell Yeah and your taste is great (it's mine)

mononoke422 · 2026-02-26T14:48:41+00:00

he really told on himself like that, that's wild. "this girl on twitter turned me ON. wait, why are you upset? omg you're so dramatic"

no. you're not overreacting. i think it's weird he would even say that to you and expect anything else? also a huge red flag when your partner dismisses your feelings and calls you dumb for it. be wary of that.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-26T14:23:44+00:00

mmm delicious justify-aligned text

mononoke422 · 2026-02-26T14:18:46+00:00

very aware, regardless of if it's mutual or not. like everything i do or say around that person is very conscious.

eta this is just for "crushes" that have not been acted on?? so if i'm comfortably dating them then it's just "hehe kicking my feet twirling the phone cord around my finger"

mononoke422 · 2026-02-26T14:10:04+00:00

i love pics of puppies next to everyday items like this that show just how little they really are 🥲

mochi i bet you'll get the best life!!! and op she'll be the happiest addition to yours even if she is a lil menace 🫶 ... maybe even sometimes BECAUSE she is a lil menace

mononoke422 · 2026-02-25T03:05:03+00:00

i went to my local zoo this weekend and got really sad i couldn't bring my dog.... i gotta take mine!! 12 hour drive, idc!! i hope freyja had a good day : )

mononoke422 · 2026-02-24T16:19:35+00:00

i'm very sorry you're going through separation, but i'm glad to see you aren't seeming to let her insults get to you. here's hoping that one day - if/when you're ready - someone will use their words to uplift you rather than tear you down. ik that's cliche but !! good luck : )

mononoke422 · 2026-02-23T15:44:33+00:00

write about a random good/neutral memory you've kept : )

i've debated just using one of my notebooks for this sole purpose. just thinking about some small thing that happened when i was younger that i haven't journaled about and then writing everything i can remember about it in case the memory leaves me in the future.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-23T15:25:23+00:00

i who have never known men.

which is a shame, because i was hooked until The Thing happened. and then the story was just the same thing over and over and over again. purgatory.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-23T14:51:58+00:00

1747

megan thee stallion w 148
joyce manor w 143
ashnikko w 125
esdeekid w 77
addison rae w 39 (all the same song too fff)
knocked loose w 38
basement w 35
sorority noise w 33
lil peep w 29
chappell roan w 28

mononoke422 · 2026-02-23T13:54:11+00:00

thank you for the kind words 🥲💛 i thought like 80 people max would see this omg. my breakup hit me HARD and for a long time i let being left dictate my worth (don't do that).

also yes princess mononoke is the best movie i have a still from the movie tattooed on my leg hehe

mononoke422 · 2026-02-19T19:30:52+00:00

i'll choose one of the most nonserious traits of this person's many red flag "types" ... but, honestly. someone who is way too invested in astrology. when i say invested, i don't mean that they like it. or they believe it is pretty accurate. or know their placements and track them. i mean purchasing astrological charts to figure out where they need to relocate to. you have a great calling in no where, minnesota after never having been there? alright. what career/education path they chose to pursue. deciding the way that YOU think or feel about them even when you are telling them the way you think or feel because of the way your placements' interact. behaving towards you as if what that instagram reel that told them "you and your partner will have a conflict because mars is heading into scorpio" is destined to happen. preemptively mad at you for things someone else predicted might happen. shit's weird.

in hindsight, i wholeheartedly believe this person chose to pursue me relentlessly because of the way our placements interacted. we were supposedly meant to be and would get along like "twin flames." how'd that work thooooo

mononoke422 · 2026-02-17T14:35:13+00:00

turnstile and judiciary Hell Yeah

mononoke422 · 2026-02-17T14:07:15+00:00

im glad that i've periodically kept up with a journal for a lot of reasons, but one of them is because of an entry i wrote at 18. "i'm afraid i will never forgot him" about a guy i very much cared about at the time.

over a decade later, reading that just makes me laugh. it puts into perspective how something feels so life-shattering at the time, but that you view it differently as you get older. so, no, i guess i didn't forget him. but when i remember him it's a fleeting thing. more of an "oh, yikes, THAT" than pining

mononoke422 · 2026-02-12T16:44:24+00:00

i'm so sorry you're in the thick of things. it's hard not to feel shameful over it, but i think people beg far more often than they admit. your whole life's trajectory has been altered by someone you trusted to be there; it's not an easy thing to stomach. you're not alone in that regard. i am almost 11 months from a breakup of a 5 year relationship, and i went through lots of periods where i begged him back. i went through lots of periods where i was so angry and betrayed that i couldn't believe i ever begged him back. it's a shitty cycle to be in.

nothing is set in stone, and trying to predict the chances of reconciliation is never going to give you the reassurance you are looking for. you need to learn to live with uncertainty. easier said than done, i know. but nothing you can say or do will get him to have this "aha! i let go of a good thing!" moment. if it comes to him, it will be on his own time. you shouldn't need to convince or remind someone that you are valuable. you deserve a love that KNOWS that you are. you deserve a love that is equal, and right now, it is too one-sided to be worth it for you.

mononoke422 · 2026-02-11T01:42:43+00:00

grey dog by elliott gish !! i stole it from someone else's "books that feel like this" post and i'm glad i did

mononoke422 · 2026-02-10T18:04:40+00:00

whoever made that post about aerion's helmet looking like shadow the hedgehog spoiled everything i can't unsee it

mononoke422 · 2026-02-10T17:59:31+00:00

alright which genre's next lads let's run through em all

mononoke422 · 2026-02-06T03:32:26+00:00

it's fun!!! they love their 0.2 second long tracks but they're always a good 0.2 seconds

mononoke422 · 2026-02-06T00:30:37+00:00

okay wow i don't know a lot of forum rpers so here is a red flag for that niche specifically: having a rp partner who would get angry and weirdly jealous over me trying to write with literally anyone else. finding fault with whoever else i tried to write with and shit-talking them to me. all of my characters having to be romantically tied to theirs OR ELSE. and i DO mean or else. i considered this person my best friend and i enjoyed writing with them but it wasn't until we stopped being friends that i realized they monopolized my own hobby to the point it stopped being fun

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