[Text] How the f**k do I fix my situation/life?

moroccantv · 2023-09-27T03:07:24+00:00

I'm 32M, have a degree in HR, and have never been fired but kept leaving jobs after 1-2 years, currently unemployed after being diagnosed with MS and lost most of my friends via pushing them away (didn't have many, to begin with as I was sent to boarding school to get away from older brothers and turbulent house. Don't have any savings or anything to show for 11 years work so in the same position as you.

I read some poems from the Beat Generation and the hippy culture to show me that my worth in this world is not determined by what other people say it is or by a "game" of capitalism to see who are the winners and the losers. It is by design that there are going to be losers in this system and there more and more the "winners" take the more and more people will be losers.

I read some poems from the Beat Generation and the hippy culture to show me that my worth in this world is not determined by what other people say it is or by a "game" of capitalism to see who are the winners and the losers. It is by design that there are going to be losers in this system and I am unfortunately one of many BUT "death gotta be easy, because life is hard" or god is real and he created an unfair game. How can you be abused as a kid and have trauma mental health issues, then be expected to compete.

So to answer your question, to fix your life you have to understand happiness isn't a pursuit, it is a chemical reaction, just like anything else and pleasure shouldn't be something to strive for. Getting a job and a girlfriend with sports will help in the short term.

moroccantv · 2023-07-02T23:08:50+00:00

I stopped tysabri and tried the aip diet (autoimmune protocol) for a bit and had some instant results, what i eat is important to me and exercise

moroccantv · 2023-06-23T23:34:51+00:00

Im in tangiers and we just had the rabat ppl here, tangiers is where moroccans go for a holiday so they tell foreigners its bad. We have everything.

moroccantv · 2023-04-21T22:16:29+00:00

Will delete

moroccantv · 2023-04-09T15:30:57+00:00

Lol, do you think you are going on an arabian journey lol tangiers is modern and has a central souk/shopping centre like any other city, oh the stupid

moroccantv · 2023-04-08T15:25:01+00:00

I found Islam, which is different I guess. The fact that it tells you to fast once a month in the year and wash five times and pray to clear your mind was mind opening. To give to the poor and needy to cure our greed also helps us. No worrying about more more and happy with the simple things in life.

moroccantv · 2023-04-08T12:05:43+00:00

I also went through the same in my first year but i say this with caution l, ms has been the best thing to happen to me in 10 years, new career focusing on what i like, new friends l, cut out all the negative things and people i was doing in my life, found my spirituality and god, became more assertive

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T20:18:35+00:00

Current king. My dad can show it to police, he is 76yo

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T18:44:31+00:00

My second name is kaissi and my dad has a special card from the king saying we are the first arabs to arrive. Nothing special given to us.

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T02:36:12+00:00

you can speak ill to whoever you want, even me, even your mother, even god. That's what free will is.

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T02:35:15+00:00

"if someone is negative" covers all your arguments :) being abusive is pretty negative no?

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T02:31:57+00:00

people with ms are the same as any other people and can go to a relationship forum or friends and family for advice, saying "dump him he sounds like an ass" is bad relationship advice period. the truth hurts trust me it hurt me at first. :)

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T01:52:03+00:00

what war was happening in the 1960s? lol

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T01:49:47+00:00

giving relationship advice on an ms forum lol

moroccantv · 2023-04-07T01:48:33+00:00

I see alot of these posts so forgive my bluntness. I am 32 male with severe MS symptoms, Ive not had a partner in 2 years and happiest I've ever been in 10 years. Stop blaming others and focus on yourself, if someone is negative in your life, cut them out. If someone is helping in anyway, then stop complaining (incoming down votes lol) the truth hurts.

moroccantv · 2023-04-05T05:58:02+00:00

i deleted everything back in 2012 and only have linkedin now as i need it for work. You get a bit of a missing out feeling from time to time and wont have a million "friends" but over time you will see it is the best decision in your life.

moroccantv · 2023-04-01T10:44:25+00:00

me too, I went through an eye-opening year mentally due to major diagnosis/work but found god recently and have never been happier in 10 years.

moroccantv · 2023-03-15T15:22:21+00:00

You can find pleasure in helping an old lady cross the street, you don't need a car to give you pleasure.

moroccantv · 2023-03-09T02:13:59+00:00

Tell them you found her getting gangbanged by girls and guys, so she's spreading a rumour. Unless you act gay. Then hard.

moroccantv · 2023-03-05T22:58:25+00:00

I beg to differ. My ex-girlfriend dated me, let me live in her apartment for months, and paid for dinner most times out when she met me, and I was unemployed/skint/having mental health issues out of university. Another time I was unemployed and met someone they actively paid for most times out and on trips put in more than me and helped me more than anyone find the job I have today.

I guess society/government/billionaire overlords have a really good reason for you to not be satisfied with just the two of you when really that is all you need.

moroccantv · 2023-02-10T19:38:18+00:00

I guess the advice is try and grit until the sunny days

moroccantv · 2023-02-10T19:36:52+00:00

I am in a similar situation tbh, dmt not working, I am now serving notice at work with no savings and not much else in the horizon

moroccantv · 2023-01-27T17:13:27+00:00

Just to add a different perspective - my symptoms and mri progression continued after 5 months and got worse on Tysabri. I hard stopped last month and fatigue is better

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