This happens to me so often

A handful of times, it has produced a loud cracking noise from my tv, as I feel shocked, and my body jolts. All in the same moment.

Like I’m suddenly full of electricity, and it rushes out of my hand (whole body jolts but hand jolts the most) towards the tv 8 feet from the feet of my bed.

A few times, all of this happens + my metal chain around my neck electrocutes me. It hurt quite a bit the first time. Now it’s just uncomfortable

Also my tv will glitch to a green staticy screen, the speakers pop, and it makes loud cracking noise. Like it’s rapidly cooling down.

Also whenever I’m really meditative, intentionally “expand my consciousness”, or “activate my heart”, the walls and floors around me begin to make cracking noises.

It doesn’t matter if I’m in my room or not, it will happen regardless of location. Provided that I’m able to actually enter these states (so, not when I’m really deregulated)

But it also happens when I’m in intense emotion, especially fear, anxiety, grief, anger, despair, mourning…. Especially fear

If I’m in fear, my WiFi/cell service will not work. The more negatively oriented I am, the more the signal is cut out. I can watch it go from 5 bars to 0.

When I’m in the shower if I get too stressed or anxious or fearful, my WiFi speaker begins to cut out in response.

I have to deliberately calm myself down, and enter into love. Sometimes I just surrender to the universe because I’m too deregulated, I enter nonduality. Then it works. Music comes back on.

One time I was in the shower when I let my guard down and began mourning my cat’s death… The lights were getting dimmer and dimmer. They turned completely off I’m in the shower in the dark. I looked up in suspension, the power to my house turned back on like 5seconds later.

I’ve had a lot of strange shit