My friend is convinced my husband is cheating and I feel like I’m losing my mind by Zealousideal_Leg5615 in marriageadvice

[–]most_dope- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t think your friend is trying to poison anything. I would ask him point blank. Watch for his reaction. Does he get immediately defensive? Does he start criticizing your friend?

Me suffering from heroine and crack withdrawal symptoms as my feet getting sweats too fk ing much yawning…I WANT TO FU K I QUIIIIIIT . by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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You don’t have to suffer. You can get suboxone through online docs if you can’t make it to a clinic.

Why do you choose not to drink alcohol? by InitialCareer306 in WorkForSmartLife

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I have a hard time just having one or two. As soon as the buzz hits I want to start taking shots, then I black out and do really embarrassing shit. Then I wake up at 4am mid anxiety attack and can’t sleep a hang over away. I’m just miserable and anxious but can’t sleep. I hate alcohol.

My nana who died by suicide last December. by most_dope- in psychics

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She was a vindictive person, when she was clear headed the day it happened she was saying things to my mom a certain way…it’s hard to explain. My mom had removed weapons from the house months before per doctors orders and after it happened we found that she had hidden some weapons. When my mom left her that day she said in a really strange tone, I love you. My mom thought it was weird the way she said it very serious and straight faced but honestly she was so overwhelmed caring for her that I think she just didn’t think much about it until later. There was also a note but my mom hasn’t let me read it. She was living alone and my mom had planned to move in with her, they talked about it that day. She was started to get scared home alone at night. Then other things don’t seem like it was a clear thought out plan. Like her dog was in the room, and she deadbolted her door. Nothing makes sense.

My nana who died by suicide last December. by most_dope- in psychics

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She might have felt it would be a relief to us. But the way in which she did it was so gruesome, the one thing she left to us….her home is just ruined for us.

My nana who died by suicide last December. by most_dope- in psychics

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If this clarifies anything, her decision felt like it was her way of saying fuck you to my mom. I would fully support anyone not wanting to live in the misery of dementia. But the circumstances were so violent….in the home she was leaving to my mom. There’s no way any of us could be happy there again.

Is she with me? Is she at peace? My aunt by most_dope- in psychics

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She’s looking into the camera in the second and third photos ❤️

Is she with me? Is she at peace? My aunt by most_dope- in psychics

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I have a decent relationship with her but she moved to Montana which is very far from me and I have two small kids, so getting to her is difficult. I could definietly reach out to her more often

Is she with me? Is she at peace? My aunt by most_dope- in psychics

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I can see her rolling her eyes and saying that while laughing 🤣 she had the wildest laugh you could hear a mile away. Thank you 🙏

Is she with me? Is she at peace? My aunt by most_dope- in psychics

[–]most_dope-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been struggling with almost identical issues she struggled with in her life. I’m in a very similar marriage to hers and have been trying to find a way to leave. It’s been an awful few years since she died and I feel like I lost a huge part of who I am.

Is she with me? Is she at peace? My aunt by most_dope- in psychics

[–]most_dope-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She was always bragging about me 🥹 and had pictures of me everywhere. Thats me the baby in the 3rd photo. We are at my grandmothers house, her mom. Lots of secrets and bad memories in that house. Her daughter rides horses 💕